Gothic [Feanaro] Nenmacil

30 November 11:36 PM

2008-11-29T20:36:00.000-08:00

Well, I enjoyed the past few days celebrating my birthday with different friends and family =D Thanks everyone. ^_^ It made my sixteen'th birthday... very memoriable.

I SAW THIS SHIRT I WANTEDDD. On sale it was $109 -___- But now its back to $139. *Sigh* Okay xD Im going out~ Ttyl
-Feanaro

24 November 10:39 PM

2008-11-24T06:39:00.001-08:00

I finally figured out whats wrong with my blog. xD I accidentally deleted afew lines and it screwed everything up¬ Anyway I had alot of fun these past few days ^^ Especially 22nd and 23rd November, The AFA at Suntec was awesome, althought... it was tiring. >_>

Day 2 was even more crowded but I managed to rest more xD

Oh yes, click on the photos to see them bigger and probably clearer ^^ I know thats alot of makeup xD Alrighty, thats all for the night. =]
-Feanaro

---EDIT---

Tiffany says:
go post say you missm e!
Tiffany says:
me*

Done. xD
-Feanaro

04 November 7:07 AM

2008-11-03T15:06:00.000-08:00

Morning~

Just gonna throw on some photos that was taken during the halloweenfest few days ago.

I know some of the photos are blurry. x.x

It was very fun... Although by the end of the day all our makeup had smudged and was ruined. =P Oh well~ lol. If I were to write every outing I had it would take more than 24hours. =P I just felt since this had so many photos. Might as well do so since I'm gonna be resting at home today [I hope]
-Feanaro

16 October, Thursday 1:36 AM

2008-10-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

;D A very busy week >___> Sorry didn't update and all. Since holidays started its been, Go Out -> Enjoy -> Sleep -> Wake up -> Go out somemore -> Enjoy. However, I'll need to take a break sooner or later xD I'm doing fine. Jys all for whatever you're doing! XD
-Feanaro

08 October, 5: 29 PM Wednesday

2008-10-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

Just got home. Early! 5:30 only ;x I went out in the morning to have bfast with Amirah, Was so full O__O Than went to Kallang to go ice skating xD She took the pictures, my phone died -___- Its uselessss Have to send it for repair soon I guess, than had donuts and iced latte ;x But later.. took the bus and dropped one stop after where we were supposed to stop, Than had to walkkkkkk LOL. Got caught in the rain, I was like 'My hair my hair. x__x'
Oh well, Was damn tired on the way home. I might just bathe and fall asleep..... Zzzz.... ;x
Will edit and update another time xD
Baby I miss you~

-Feanaro

Edit ;D
Well just took a nice bath. Damnn I feel awake now, but this temporary burst of energy will run out soon I hope... Oh yeah, updated playlist ^^ Enjoy~ Visual kei ftw~~~
Now, have to do the thing ShiMinn Passed on to me. x_x

THE SELF
[01] Name: Q.Jermaine
[02] Nickname: F4ith? Idiot? Ticklish one? xD
[03] Married: I'm haven't even turned 16 O__O
[04] Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius ;DD
[05] Gender: MALE.
[06] Age: Sixteeen
[07] High School: This is Sec school I assume. Greenview Sec.
[08] College: Poly/JC Level? I hope TP ;x
[09] Height: 176-ish
[10] Weight: Like 68kg last measure. x.x
[11] Do you like yourself: What's not to like? LOL JK. ;x Some things I do Somethings I don't.
[12] Piercings: None T__T
[13] Right or left: Righty
[14] Are you a freak: Can say so. Scroll to my v-kei photos ;x
[15] Hair: Short-medium length, soft ;DD
[16] Skin: Somewhat.. tanned?
[17] Allergic: Some medicines.. x_x asthmatic
[18] What are you doing now: Waiting for my hair to dry while chatting on msn xD
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Unsure
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Superstar LOOLS ;x

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Huh? O_O Live with.. myself ;x
[22] Siblings (included you): 1 sister [elder]

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Yes, ily baby ^^
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Amandaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Its yes.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 21 ? O__O
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): HUH? O__O I don't get this one. *Edit* Ya. ;x
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Ohh. Now I do, I assume so xD /\
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Bite her. ;x
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Look at [32] xD
[34] Ever argue with your other half: YES! ;x
[35] You with your other half since: << Bad english. xDD 25/9
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: No gay. LOL STRAIGHT.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Cause I see the perfectness in her ;D
[38] You and your other half in which stage: O_O? This a game? LOL
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo: 50-50 ;x
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): The one in my mirror. LOLOL.
[45] Your most beautiful girl-friend: I assume its Yuki.
[46] Your most handsome guy-friend: Jeremy you ass LOL.
[47] The kind of girl you dislike the most: SHIMINN FOR PASSING THIS TO ME ;xx Jk xD none~
[48] The kind of boy you dislike the most: Jeremy kind. LOOOL. ;x
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: I think so... x__x
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Umm... Nope. ;x
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Smile and wave. Backstabbing has its own retaliation.
[52] If your friend betray you: Betray loh xD
[53] If your friend woo your lover: LOL I watch him fail. ;x
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Shake hands ;x Maybe a hug or two xD
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Same as 54 LOL.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: YES!! At least I like to think so. ;xx -Guaii kiaaa-
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Haven't done any since last year O__O
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: I don't like the idea of student-teacher relationship LOOOL.
[59] Always late to school/college: Rarely ;D I live 5mins away LOL.
[61] You love your seniors: Yes~~ And they all love meee ;x [Thats what I think] LOL. Delusions xD
[62] Senior who you love the most: Not sure . X___X
[63] Your classmates good/bad: All good all good ;x *Coughs.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Huh? O__O
[65] Laziest classmate: Im not sure *Pray its not me* >__>

TH PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: Those that manage to lead a happy life
[67] Stupid people: Those that manage to throw away a happy life
[68] Good looking people: LOOLS I'm in no place to judge people. ;x
[69] Ugly people: 68~~~
[70] Funny people: They know who they are LOL.
[71] Cute people: Baby~? ;x Sherlynn? I think Jesslyn could be... No wait, nvm. LOOOLS ;x
[72] Bad people: Those that like to tickle me. X_X
[73] Honest people: Doesn't exist.
[74] Acting people: Acting people? DRAMA CLUB PEOPLEEEE ;DDD
[75] What kind of person are you?: Ask those around me ;x

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: LOL SHIMINN WROTE 'Sex' XDDD Umm Both ;x Have both why not take both?!! XD
[78] Shorter or taller: Shorterr ;x
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Starting hesitant. Now I doubt so ;x
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: On girl, nice stomach right? LOL. Girl with nice arms, like... O_O As in too much muscles? ;x
[81] Listener or talker: BALANCE BOTH ;DD
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic of courseee.
[83] Good husband or good father: WTF. LOL >__> *A Guy Here*

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: No idea =]
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Not sure..
[86] Career: Loanshark. LOOOLS! Umm, I wanna go into visual kei industriessss >__>
[87] Salary: If I'm enjoying what I'm doing, good enough ^^
[88] Retirement age: When I die LOL. Or can't function ;x
[89] Properties value: 7965496875465741685732463574 XDD
[90] Wishes: Not tellingggg ;x

THE VICTIMS
[91] No one,
[92] Cause I'm not
[93] as bad as,
[94] someone who
[95] passed this to
[96] other people and
[97] make them suffer ;x
[98] But if you choose to,
[99] Do it on your own will ^^
[100] Its quite interesting actually.

-Feanaro

Tuesday, October 07 6:38 PM

2008-10-07T03:38:00.000-07:00

Holidays started =] Rawrrr Im happy lols ;D Surprisingly... all these N level papers are all... easy? LOL But better not say first. ;x Later I got all F9 LOL. Hmm, so lets see, rewind of the week. I'm lost LOL. Idk why, OH YAH ;D There's so many things for the holidays. Birthdaysss Outingsss. COSPLAYYY LOL. Yes those of you have heard, Dance!!! ^_^ In the cosplay's dance group. Well, my ankle hurts!!! alot >__> Idk why but the pain doesn't go away!!! T___T
Oh btw, that photo on top ; Its my table in my room ;D Look at all the hair productss.... X_____X LOL Yes I know i'm vain, I was cleaning it up the other day and it came to this ^^

Well, that photo was taken on the esplanade roof top with baby the other day ;D Look at that cloud going towards the moon's eclipse =]

And at midnight I took bus 88 home LOL. On that TAXI, the sign said 'JOHNNE WALKER - Enjoy Walking' The irony of it, When a taxi wants to make money they ask people to continue walking? LOL

Sorry the photos kinda small, but the idea is visual kei xD And first attempts usually suck... so.. Bare with me

LOLS Yes. I know ;x Comments ownself shout on the tagboard xD Anywayyy, All I had was foundation, and simple black eyeliner. x.x And of course, wax xD I need new supplies probably ;x Might go around shopping for it, this Friday supposed to get my cosplay outfit tho >__>

-Feanaro

[Edit]
taqqed by -devil marmiie `
Seven Things That Scares You ,
1. Being Tickled... X___X
2. Fangirls. They're scary.. >___>
3. Not having strawberries T___T
4. Waking up not knowing where I am xD
5. Botox LOOOL
6. People that are too happy. =/
7. I can't think of the 7th x.x
Seven Things That You L♥VE The Most ,
1. STRAWBERRIES
2. BabyAmanda~ Sorry strawberries were the first thing that came to my mind ;x
3. My bed
4. The stuff on my bed xD
5. Those around me
6. My guitarr.
7. Having fun? ;P Who doesn't.
Seven Important Things in Your Room ,
1. My bed LOL
2. My guitar again xD
3. My wax and spray~
4. MIRROR LOL
5. Closet? All my clothes ;x
6. PSP
7. Handphone ;x
Seven Random Facts About You ,
1. Im ticklish. LOL Very obvious.
2. I love strawberries? Scroll up LOL.
3. You poke me I bite you ;x
4. I don't get my own mistakes LOL So I never learn.
5. I never study but I get by =D
6. Hmm... Im reckless? XD
7. Never takes care ;x
Seven things you plan to do before you die ,
1. Travel the world. LOL Seems like a typical answer.
2. I'm not sure..
3. When the time comes,
4. I'll know.
5. Lalala~
6. Lala xD
7. Done ;x
Seven Things You Can do ,
1. I... can read and write ;x
2. I can entertain people ;x
3. Laugh at people for no reason xDD
4. Write a damnnn long compo xD
5. Stare at people for no particular reason like that 'O______O'
6. Idk, ask people around me LOL
7. ;xx
Seven Things You Can't Do
1. -__- Sorry i'm lazy to do this already lol.
2. But I know afew things.
3. I can't fly
4. I can't resist tickles
5. I can't resist strawberries ;x
6. Thats about it xDD
7. =x
Seven Things That You Say The Most
1. ELLOS
2. -__-
3. 'Probably'
4. 'Noticed...'
5. I need to look through my convos and see xD
6. ~~~
7. ~~~
Seven Songs You've Recently Listen To
1. Make damn sure ;D
2. Cassis
3. Regret~
4. I.V
5. Idk I never really remember.
6. x_x
7. I suck at this quiz lOL
Seven Movies You've Recently Watch
1. Eagle eye
2. ... can't remember LOL
3. I remember Cyborg She.
4. Umm.
5. X__X idk.
6. STM?
7. LTM.
Seven Favourite Artist
1. Ahh. Visual Kei. LOL
2. Any in my music library xD
3. ~
4. ~
5. ~
6. ~
7. ~
Seven People You Tag To Do This Quiz
1. ♥I'm gonna be nice and
2. ♥Tag
3. ♥No
4. ♥One LOL
5. ♥To prevent you all
6. ♥from suffering
7. ♥this thing ;xx

/amanda. ♥ No matter what you're going through, I'll be there for you. says:
kondommmm~
/amanda. ♥ No matter what you're going through, I'll be there for you. says:
Okay I sound like a despo O_O
/amanda. ♥ No matter what you're going through, I'll be there for you. says:
I shall stop ;x
|| Feanaro Nenmacil || Holidays Started -> 11A.M 07/10 || says:
LOL
/amanda. ♥ No matter what you're going through, I'll be there for you. says:
xD

-Feanaro

Wednesday, September 24 5:06 PM

2008-09-24T02:06:00.000-07:00

Muwahaha. Those who are jealous, Too bad ;P 7th of October is the LAST school day. Well actually this week is the last school week. Then exams exams exams holiday ;D Haven't been studying at all >_> I will have to tho, tomorrow and the day after. Oh yah, 8th time I injured my ankle xD It swelled up but not that badly. Shall not continue about that too much. The slightest change is noticed by alot of people when I don't want it to be? E.g I cut my hair;

"YOU CUT MEH?? DUN BLUFF"
"You want to tio cut by school ar? Nv go cut"

-_____-
Than, Wearing lenses.

"Eh, Jermaine, Lenses?"
Me ; "Yep."
"You look like you have cats eyes."
Me ; O_O "Wtf?"
Another person ; "Yah, your eyes seem sparkly now, like anime eyes."

LOL.

Imagine waking up beside the red eyes. LOL. Freakky lehh xD.
Anyway, I didn't wear either ones to school, I think its against the dress code or something (Not that I care about that...) I wore the brown ones.. Which I dont have any photos of sadly ;P However I do have some random photos ;D
Such as these drawings;

And at Sakae Sushi; x3 A&W ^^

And Gerald's pitiful look when I trapped him with a chair. ;x Yes that is my leg xD

Ohh kayyy ;D Shall empty my tagbox and start afresh. Idk why just felt like it. ;P 'Study' Time.

P.S Jane mei -> Jys ;D My handphone is available almost 24/7.
Amanda -> grow taller. ;x
Tiffany -> Bio, but mainly to become a lawyer. LOL

-Feanaro

Saturday, Sunday 13 2:20 AM

2008-09-12T11:22:00.000-07:00

We hold inside our heart's a piece of everything we've once held and lost.

Talk about a sleepless night. 2AM. I guess I've been thinking more than I should (As usual. xD) But it's kinda good, cause for once I managed to think through everything and actually see what's been standing right in front of me. Well, once in front of me anyway. Funny thing is, it took me over a year to figure it out. A bloody year. LOL. Random thoughts come & go. This thought came and made me get up to write it down. Those who know, yeah. It was never fair for anyone else right? Just one person, holding me down, unable to take that next step, like Shiminn said to me 'the gal that actually got my heart is lucky'? LOL. Yeah, And the random points of time, emo-ing into that lil' corner of life. With much to remember, I never missed her. I missed the feeling that came with loving her. Just that lightning bolt that seemed to come every-single-bloody-time the thoughts came into my mind. Sherlynn told me, 'Its okay to play with electricity... Just don't get shocked.' For gods sake I wished you were more straightforward Sherlynn. LOL xDD. Well, that feeling, for the past year I've been keeping most of it to just that one person. Just that single girl that turned my life around. Its not gonna stay that way =]. Its time to seriously, jump off the same plane I've been riding on the entire year.

Leave the pilot, Who's gonna hand me my parachute? =]

I vomited last night. >_> For no reason, even now I still have that 'Ugh, I'm going to puke' feeling in my stomach. =/ Maybe if I sleep it out, and wake up it'll be better, I hope. ;x I'm probably gonna try to vomit somemore later. I really hateee this feeling. Lol =P Well, I'm out here. Ciao~
-Feanaro

Monday, September 08 6:51 PM

2008-09-08T03:51:00.003-07:00

::::First Notice::::
Happy Birthday to Amber & Hui Xin =DD

Okay~ Lazy to upload the photos O_O. Kinda... lazy. Yah xD Oh yah. Anyone wanna teach me how to properly put on a bloody hairband? For fucks sake >__<>__<

Lyrics We Could Love lyrics

Here's the lyrics for the first song on the blog which afew people have requested xD
Hmm. Don't have much to post tho. Let me try to recall.. Oh yeah. I'm supposed to cut my hair yeah? But... somewhere this week, probably weekend and stuff. ALSO! Today whole day, in the morning had to avoid OM, in class was attempting to hide hair but the teacher barely noticed me. >__>? Am I that insignificant? -Pokes index fingers together repeatedly-
Oh well. =D My form teacher won't be around for the next 3 days or so. Funny thing, throughout the entire day in school, was about to walk down the stairs to go to recess, saw one of the teachers that always kp with me about my hair. *Spotted, Turns around and runs back up the stairs*Proceeds to stay in class* >__> LOL. It was hilarious after I thought about it. And when walking to the canteen, had to avoid another teacher.. and another.. and like. OMG Am I playing some assasination game? LOL.

Here I am singing along to that same song. xD I find it reallly reallyyyyyyy meaningful.

So how can you remember everything?
Is there a rulebook for our love
I'm not reading?
If we could just free up the laws
That bind our lives
Then we could love
We could love

It just has more meaning to it than I thought the first time I heard it. Wow... I guess, this applies to me aswell? NOT BEING FORGETFUL... (Okay abit). But, yeah. If someone sang to me this song (Which I highly doubt will happen -.-) I can immediately see why. But I can remember stuff.. =]

Oh yes. Very Important. :::::Take Note:::::
My phone is finally about to be fixed in like an hour or so. LOLOL. I'm alittle afraid.. To turn it on. >_>

Shall turn it on later, leave it while I go take a bath, watch tv, and whatsoever. xD To those who tried to contact me via my phone, and didn't get a response. Sorryyy >__> Yeah, it screwed up, badly. LOL. Ouch, my left arm hurts O_O Okay random LOL. Well guys and gals. =D This week will be pretty hectic for me~ Birthday chalet to go to, things to settle out, memories to recall~ xD Yepyep. ^_^ So I hope your weeks are better than mine xD. Best wishes~
-Feanaro

Saturday, September 06 1:33 PM

2008-09-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

Photos at pasir ris park, [Dim] & [Lit]
xD
Ahh. Went to watch Death Drive Tampines on Friday... or was it Thursday. LOL whichever. With JX. So had a nice time. Ate Ejisen Ramen. Ahh I geh kiang go take the wasabi until I couldn't take it. >_> Then caught the 7.20 PM show at century square. Quite interesting show. Funny how suddenly a car shoots out rockets at another. LOL. Besides that, there was a pasar malam outside tampines mall o.o and wth. 'Ejisen Ramen' has spelling errors but 'pasar malam' doesn't. LOL This is truly Singaporean dictionary. LOLOL.
Ah my hair is too long to be spiked. =/ So i'm planning on going komachi if I can next weekend =D But in the meantime, like on Thursday/Friday I spiked my hair and I saw it was seriously weird. JX also said its too long le. xD
So when I got home I was free, I decided to try something different with my hair. And I mean different. I even used hairbands and clips. LOL Okay I was bored. xD JX told me to try something like, not literally spiking. Cause my spikes are probably 5~7cm long. ?_?
It turned out something like this

My sis said it looks better. LOL. Cause my normal spikes remind her of sasuke from naruto xDD
Anyway. It seems decent to me =D Somewhat. OH YAH. N levels reminded me to cut my hair aswell so THERE. xD I'm guai. =X Going to cut hair on my own. No need wait for DM to come at me with scissors -.- AGAIN. With that said~ Today's gonna be a relaxing day unless I suddenly feel hyper-er and decide to go out~ xD
P.S I'm not wearing eyeliner -_____________-
-Feanaro

Thursday, September 04 12:14 AM

2008-09-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

This blogskin is so cute. And I'd bet the moment you all open this page the first word that comes to your mind is 'YES' -.-

This is the post of luck.

Mr Yang (Social Studies Teacher)
Said to study these specify topics cause it'll 'SURELY' Come out.
-Conflict, Sri Lanka & Ireland
-Healthcare in Singapore and Britain

This is what I did.
*Yawwns* -Blinks eyes repeatedly- SS exam coming.... Better study.
*Goes to school bag, takes out SS textbook*
-Thinks- Hmm. What to study....
*Throws book on table*
*Book opens to population growth*
I shall study that chapter. LOOOL.
True enough, I had a 3/15 chance that that topic will come out. It came out. 25 marks. Conflict and Healthcare didn't come out at all. LOL.
Laughs @ Those who concentrated mainly on those 2 useless topics. xD

I studied... made notes.. It paid off =D So today, practically I slept in the afternoon after getting home from the SS paper. Believe it. LOL I went to school at 1:30 PM. =/ The paper started at 2. Lol, I wanted to study abit, but that was pointless. I realized studying on the same day or at least, a few hours before the exam doesn't really help me. Nothing goes into my mind xD I was just thinking of how to spend my holidays about 2 hours before my paper started.
Hmm... Important and/or interesting stuff? Not much.

Oh yeah the natsu matsuri =D 23rd August.

Me & Eddie LOL. Its like as if we planned what to wear. xD The glove is of course his =D
Fun day. Just that I didnt get to rent the Yukata!! >_< Rented out within the first 30 mins. WTH! Was saddened but the festival was still fun =D The games, the dance concert. EVERYTHING! Oh yeah, THE FOOD !!! Ice cream was excellenttttt The soda was so special LOL, Had to open the bottle by pressing the top of the bottle.. the glass ball will displace itself.. DUNNO! But it was so nice to play with. xD Ah its 1 AM and I have my english paper in less than 7 hours. xD Wish me luck!~!

Oh yes. =/ Had a scheduled appointment at CGHospital recently, something about me... Umm I was born with loose joints or something like that LOL. And my past 7 injuries on my right ankle has led it to some kind of lopsided way of walking. Therefore I am scheduled to return to the hospital for physiotheraphy on the 22nd next month. -.- WASTE MY TIME! =/ And also the specialist talked to me about the MRI scan which costs $300+ To just FIGURE out whats wrong. If nothing wrong, waste 300, if something wrong, pay somemore for surgery or whatever. WTH! No need lah! Im not dying right?! The 300+ THROW TO ME I GO BUGIS SHOPPING SPREE! LOL. =D
-Feanaro

Monday, August 25 8:27 PM

2008-08-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

question N1 : Th person who taqqed you is?
Jermaine answers ; Amber My little ghost. xD

question N2 : Your relationshiip with him/her?
Jermaine answers ; Irritating buddy. LOL

question N3 : Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Jermaine answers ; Weird, Fun, Unreasonable sometimes LOL. CHILDISH. Diedie must do-attitude xD

question N4 : Th most memorable thinq he/she has done for you?
Jermaine answers : Become my Passerby LOL

question N5 : Th most memorable thing he/she said to you?
Jermaine answers : Ass. LOL

question N6 : If he/she becomes ur lover you would ?
Jermaine answers : Treat her Appropriately? LOL.

questions N7 : If he/ she becomes ur lover , she needs to improve on?
Jermaine answers : Behaving =X Bad girl. LOLS

question N8 : If he /she becomes ur enemy you will ..
Jermaine answers : *waves* HIII XD

question N9 : If he / she becomes ur enemy the reason would be?
Jermaine answers : Probably cause I'm not taking care of myself. xDD

question N10 : Th most desired thing u want for him/her will be?
Jermaine answers : Do well in whatever she's doing =]

question N11 : Your overall impression of him/her will be?
Jermaine answers : Will be? Dk. For now, retard. xDD

question N12 : How do u think other people will feel about you?
Jermaine answers : Jermaine = Hongster. -.-

question N13 : Th characters you love about urself is ?
Jermaine answers : Fun =D

question N14 : Th characteristics you hate about urself is ?
Jermaine answers : Not Fun =D

question N15 : Th most ideal person you want to be?
Jermaine answer : >__< Dk.

question N16 : For people that care and love you ; what do you wanna say ?
Jermaine answers : Ily too? LOL.

questions N17 : Pass this quiz onto 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about you?

Same as last time xD
1.Tin
2.Gladys
3.Jane Mei
4.Winston
5.Chutima
6.Amber
7.Ee ling
8.Jesslyn
9.Minn Mummy
10.ShiMinn

question N18 : who is 6 having a r/s with?
*AMBER* LOLS. Herself. =X Too bhb. xD

question N19 : is number 9 a male/female ?
*MINN MUMMY* My own gan mummy. I highly hope its female. =X LOL

question N20 : if number 7 and 10 are together ; would it be a good thing?
*EE LING & SHIMINN* Lesbians ftw? LOL

question N22 : what is number 2 studying about?
*GLADYS* Not sure. =X

question N23 : when was the lasst time u had a chat with Number 3?
*JANE MEI* Yesterday? =D

question N24 : what kind of music band does number 8 like ?
*JESSLYN* Fall for you LOL.

question N25 : does number 1 have any siblings ?
*TIN* Nope, useless single child. LOLOL

question N26 : will you woo number 3 ?
*JANE MEI* YES Cause she will woo me also. LOL <33

question N27 : how about number 7 ?
*EE LING* LOL. Must think twice first =X

question N28 : is number 4 single?
*WINSTON* I think so, GALS GO JIO. xD

question N29 : whats the surname of number 5?
*CHUTIMA* IDK!!! >___<

question N30 : Whats the hobby of number 10 ?
*SHIMINN* Counselling? LOL

question N31 : does number 5 and 9 get along?
*SHIMINN & MINN MUMMY* They dk each other, but maybe xD

question N32 : Where is number 2 studying ?
*GLADYS* Nowhere, Her own brain =X

question N33 : Talk something casually about number 1 ?
*TIN* Fake tiongxim? LOOOL.

question N34 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
*JESSLYN* Umm, HELL NO LOL

question N35 : Where does number 9 live ?
*MINN MUMMY* Umm, serangoon i think? Cant rmb >__<

question N36 : What colour does number 4 like ?
*WINSTON* IDK SO ILL SAY PINK LOL

question N37 : Are number 5 and 1 best friiends ?
*TIN & CHUTIMA* They dk each other LOL

question N38 : does number 1 have any pets ?
*TIN* NOPE. Lazy bastard xDD

question N39 : is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
*EE LING* LOL I wouldnt know =X

question N40 : What is number 10 doing now ?
*SHIMINN* Stoning at home? =P

Monday, 18 August 1:33 PM

2008-08-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

D= M.I.A =D
Courtesy of -Jermaine.

Friday, August 15 10:54 P

2008-08-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry photo too blurry. >_> Looks like going for cosplay Lols. Camera abit screwed up. Also no mood to take another one. =/ Nowadays all no mood lahhhhhhh. Dunno what's wrong. Maybe prelims and the fact that my N levels are about half a month away?
*Sighs.

Thursday, August 14 2:34 PM

2008-08-13T23:34:00.001-07:00

Studied. >_< Now have to continue studying physics. Will continue to update after finished with physics and maths =D

Monday, August 11 10:07 PM

2008-08-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

Rawr. Tagged by Devil~Marmiie.

A) people who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person
whom they were tagged by
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Hmms. Probably "Its okay, I've done the same." LOLS jk xD
Bid farewell and hope her next victim isn't so unlucky.

02. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Let secondary school be over >_< Or maybe keep long hair...
Or maybe have more money.. LOLS IDK! SO many. ;x

03. What will you want your dream wedding to be like?
When the time comes than say. =P

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Nervous >_< So indirectly confused.

05. What's your ideal lover like?
Not so picky. *coughs all of you shutup. LOLS =X

06. Which is more blessed?
ME! LOLS. XDD For having so many friends around me <33. :X

07. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Dunno............ >_<

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wish her all the best but secretly say break up quickly. LOLS =X

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Nope =D Happy-Go-Lucky xD.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Yah. LOLS.

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Chained to a job? LOL.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Those around me. =D

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
My marmiie? Evil person. LOL

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Neither. Rather be well-off and happy. xD

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
*Yaawnss. "School ar? Fuck." xD

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Uhm............. I guess...? Depends on a relationship with whom. xD

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Idk >_< DON'T PUT SO MUCH STRESS ON ME@!@!~!!!! LOLS. ;X

18. What type of friends do you like?
Those around me?

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Those not around me? LOL.

Tagged to Quiz : -RANDOM-

-Tin
-Gladys
-Jane Mei
-Winston
-Chutima
-Amber
-Ee ling
-Jesslyn

Have fun all of you. LOLS XDD

Wednesday, August 06 6:16 PM

2008-08-06T03:10:00.000-07:00

Superduper BORED. =D Yes yes new slideshow. LOLS First one I made (Besides those power point presentations in school XD). Umm, Yah. =D Did it on photobucket. Simple, pick the photos, edit abit here and alittle there. Tadah!! ^^ Okay, rollbacks.

Monday, was... Boring? Apparently I have a sudden interest in Maths and am currently aiming A1 FOR MATHS!! =D POA -> OMG >_< Can die. Lessons are so boring I just... copy answer. "Oh.. Okay" >_< I used to be an A student for POA Omg. >_< Help help. Was counting on POA for good grades. Ah nvm =/ English, Don't need to bother. Teacher doesn't care, Students don't care. Nvm. My english can make it I hope. ;x Just pass is not good enoughhhhhhh!!! I can pass everything! But if just pass everything cannot go to sec 5. >_< Save me from my nightmaress. Aiming Maths A1 (If possible, if not A2) Furthermore english has to be like B3 and the last one must be a A2/B3. Maths? POA? IDK!!! >_< And if fail my syllabus B. Good-bye LOLS. Have to sit through class for another yearrr. Was thinking, N levels, Ite, Poly. CANNOT> LOLS. ITE -> Poly takes about 4 years? Nitec than HIGHER nitec. =/ I join poly at 22 years old? Nice one. LOL. SEE TIN. You go ITE finish le. >_>

TODAY! After school had some kind of CCA verification thing. Apparently I won the colors award. Some kind of contribution to CCA achievements thing. LOL, I don't want to go up to receive the reward. Pai seh. =X Its on Friday so maybe skip on Friday? O.O. Idk, we'll see. But after the CCA verification thing, about 3PM, Sat down in school and studied till nearly 6. OMG.!!! Did Maths all he way. Even asked for extra worksheets from my teacher. ;x WOW. All of you shocked? I'm shocked at myself. LOL.

Okays! I'm tired. =] Probably gonna get some rest, wake up later and... Do something? =] Take cares All~
-Feanaro

5 Cuts and A broken kiss-stained alcohol glass.

Saturday, August 02 7:56 PM

2008-08-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

Yawns. =D Hi all.

Stayed home whole dayyy omg. >_< Bored till even spent time counting the number of stationeries I have in my pencil box. LOLS. 7 only. >_< Rest is crap, guitar tuner, whammy bar, wrist bands. Everything except things actually needed for school. No pencil, no ruler, LOLS. Have 2 calculators tho. xD Since I'm bored might as well go change my blog skin. Gonna randomly pick one =D Shall update back when done. ^^
-Feanaro

-EDIT-

I know the new blogskin isnt that nice. LOLS. Btw, the photo ontop, all guys. Including the one on the far right. LOLOLS. Cross-dresser. Lmao xD Well. Nothing much le. Only in the mood for red than suddenly picked that =] What to do what to dooo. Someone call me and tell me what to doooo. Super bored. =/
-Feanaro

Sunday, July 27 6:22 PM

2008-07-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

She said, "I've got to be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken,
I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy!
What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"

"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

All wrong
All wrong
But you've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
And I'll belong to you
If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made,
What's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest,
I've been waiting for you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.

"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

Tonight
Tonight
You've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
I'll belong to you
If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

As Lovers Go - Dashboard Confessional
Take cares all =]
-Feanaro

Saturday, July 26 11:34 PM

2008-07-26T08:34:00.001-07:00

Hmms. No phone still. Probably getting it back on Monday. Sighs. Boo-oorinngg. >_< Nothing much to do or post. Ermms. Watched batman today at Tampines o.o and... Not bad, xD Quite... 5 or 10% comedy, then its action and sadistic suffering. Thats about it =] Lols. =/ *Sighs.
-Feanaro

Friday, 25 July 11:09 AM

2008-07-24T20:09:00.000-07:00

Sighs.
*Important Notice* My handphone is confiscated. =D So can't sms/reply or whatsoever. -.-*End of Important Notice* Lols. =P

Just woke up about 30 mins ago. Sighs again. Lol, one week.... surely one day absent >_< I tried from monday - thursday, guai guai go school. In the end, today couldnt take it so just absent. Lols. Yesterday caught in the rain. Tin damn funny,
TIN: -Caught in the rain- Shit, My hair okay anot?
ME: LOLS! See soft hair better =x tio water can still spike. xDD
TIN: _|_ Go n die.

Day 1 of life without handphone
Friends, cannot contact unless I memorized their numbers. Somehow, saving on sms -.-
BUT UNLIMITED SMS WHO CARESS.
Supposed to meet up go doctor first so ma fan. Call here call there.
Than supposed to meet Amber teach her some stuff, also cant. -.- TRIPLE Sighs.

And today is day 2. =/ *Random Thought* What if the keyboard never invented the ;backspace or the; delete button? lols random can. xD

Wear your heart on your sleeve Make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation.
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide.
Its the best place to be.

Yawwns. Going to take a bath than see the doctor I guess. =] C ya all~
-Feanaro

Sunday, July 20 2:18 PM

2008-07-19T23:17:00.000-07:00

=D Ellos all. Super tired. Sick somemore. LOLS! Yesterday went to sentosa. Aizai, sick still go =x Played captains ball. In Levis Jeans LOL!!! Go beach wear jeans =X Than swam alsooo Wanted to swim across to the other island. About 10seconds away from that island, Lifeguard kp. =/ Than had to swim back. Knn >_< Oh well. Than played basketball for awhile. So long never played couldn't control xD At the end of the court shoot can overshot the entire board. LOL. Ray said, got strength dunno how to control xDD Lost than kena 10 pushups =X Quite fun ar. Still got spectators. xDD Than it started raining on the way back.

In the rain everything looks beautiful =D

Random. LOL! $4 Strawberry tango at bugis sweettalk =D Worthitttt xDD

Friday, July 18 10:40 PM

2008-07-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

Quizzed By ♥Devil Mummy =D ` !

Qns : The last person who tagged you is ?
Joy

Qns : What is your relationship with him/her ?
Friend =D

Qns : Your 5 impression of him/her ?
Fun, Caring, Irritating, Like to poke me -.- and panadols LOL.

Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
Umm idk?

Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?-
'OIE WHY NEVER TALK' LOL.

Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
-Drop dead- LOLS.

Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on ?-
Dunno. Now lazy to think xD

Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
Bribe with panadol. LOLS ;X

Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
I too 'heck care' everything =XX

Qns : The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Relax =D

Qns : Your overall impression on him/her ?
Same as first impression xD

Qns : How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
Ask them, not me. LOL

Qns : The characters you love of yourself are ... ?
Idk. O.O

Qns : On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ... ?
Those who know, will know =D

Qns : The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Myself. =D BHB LOL

Qns : For people who care & like you, say something about them.
Umm. Hi. xDD

Qns : Pass this quiz to 10 people (random) .
Random 10 from my blog links =D
#1 : Jesslyn
#2 : Gladys
#3 : Carmen
#4 : Tin
#5 : Winston
#6 : Chutima
#7 : Glenda
#8 : Jane
#9 : Amber
#10 : Annie
Qns : Who is number six having relationship with ?
Ask her. *clicks on link. LOL

Qns : Is 9 a male or female?
Not sure... LOL FEMALE LAH.

Qns : If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Noo!! Les >_<

Qns : How about 5 & 8 ?
WINSTON AND MY MEIMEI? LOLOLS!!!

Qns : What's number 2 studying about ?
Erm. Idk. O.O HAIR FASHION? XDD

Qns : When was the last time you chatted with number 3 ?
Cant remember >_<

Qns; Is number 4 single ?
I -ASSUME- So. =X

Qns : Talk something casually about number 1
Loves to call and force me to chat until midnight =D

LOLS!
I'm beat. >_< Good thing is I have photos =D Bad thing is haven't transferred and I think I fell sick >_< Idk how. LOL. Taking medicine soon. =D
-Feanaro

Tuesday, 15 July 1:28 PM

2008-07-14T22:34:00.000-07:00

Skipped school again. ;O Shocking? Of course not. Lol. Yawns, woke up around 11 or 12 which is like 1~2hours ago. Lol. Got up... looked around. Apparently life goes through the same cycle. >_< Kkaes enough with that crap. XD

NOW. Titus calls me Jia Ming. LOL. =X Whats that? My chinese name lahh >.>!! I'm getting tired of holding it up le.. =/ Thrown it away. Lol was trying to improve my handwriting yesterday at school =D It got pretty... neat? Lol. xD Oh yah! Had a chinese compo to write about friends. I wrote Omg O.O Like... 1 paragraph? GOOD LIAO LEH! For my standard its damn unique lah. Next time shall post it up with the photo? XD My handphone officially fucked up. >_> Screen keeps going black. Need repair soon ar! Rawr. Need to cut my nails also. Lol. Typing on the keyboard can hear the 'tiak tiak tiak' sound of my nails hitting against the keyboard buttons Lol =X Fingernails grow too fast. -.- Oh well. Shall end of post here... kinda not in the mood to finish it up. Enjoy Life. =] While you still can.
-Feanaro

Sunday, July 13 12:49 AM

2008-07-12T09:48:00.000-07:00

Well well well. Happy got new photo? Lol...
This post shall be decided. -Emo-
What is it? How much further do I need to SUFFER till you're done? Barely an hour ago this happened

What is that? OBVIOUS RIGHT. My medicine. For what? I think a week or two. No wonder i'm feeling so tired so often.

-Feanaro

*Edit* I really can't take this anymore.. Sigh. *Edit*
-Feanaro

Thursday. July 10 6:24 PM

2008-07-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

I have No Mood, To do, ANYTHING, ANYMORE.
I give up, Its just too much trouble and I really can't really be bothered to give a crap anymore. No one will understand this post =D So just might as well scroll down and read any other post, besides this one. Ty.
-Feanaro

Tuesday, 8 July 11:27 PM

2008-07-07T20:27:00.000-07:00

Well. Morning all. Lols. Kinda sleepy still cause I just woke up like 30mins ago. ^^ Now, more than ever I wanna go to school. O.O Idk why. Lol. Yesterday went to the stupid zoo -.- with my class. Sigh, reached amk station about 9:30 AM just on time =/ At there, met up with the class and my teacher. All took the bus 160 or 180 or 130? LOL Something like that to the zoo, bus so bloody crowded. Now then, watching some comedies on tv now... LOL Sorry so random =x umm, saw alot of animals.. The white tiger got my attention the most. idk why xDD. I wore Lydia's sunglasses, she said I looked like some taiwan artist. LOLOL. Dunno if thats a good or bad comment. Lmaos xDD Then later Titus told me its female glasses. -.- Wa lao LOL Should tell me sooner. Rawr. Meh, okay lazy to recall le. Recall + type. LOL. Im supposed to be sick. >_> Dunno why I was shivering last night. Aircon and fan off + covered with blankets. Still shivering, Wa lao. Lmaos.
-Feanaro

Sunday, 6 July 12:10 AM

2008-07-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

Aizaiiiiiiiiii! =D Ellos all~
Pastmidnight le thats why its SUNDAY! ^^ And tomorrow no school for those still in Secondary lvl! Woo =X Lol @ Poly/ITE/JC students ;xx
I also just realized. I have 4 gan mummys. -Ziying -Devil -Michelle -Kiikou. My daddy HUAT AR. LOLOL =X Jkjk xD Only have Ray. LOL. =X=X Nvm I gain his flirting genes, now he married cannot le. LOLOLOL Sad sad xDD. 4 mummys out thereeee. I wan new siblingggg =X You know what to doo. LOLOLOL jk ;x
Ahh today super slack =D Whole day slack. Surprised that John or Jone or w/e knn c'b, A.K.A Tricia's Ex-BF nv come find me. Yesterday say until so big, like going to call down so many people come find me, I roaming around everywhere slacking didn't even see any sign of him.
Even give him my number also nv call. -.- Bring it you c'bkia. I now let you know, Pasir Ris St 21 Blk 228 #04-12. You wan come? Door open to you.
Ruin my Friday only. Tmd. =/
Sorry all =D Only very pek cek at him. ^^
Now..

'Take your time..' 5:45:09pm 05-07-2008
Take my time? Through time nothing will change. It'll stay as it is. Why not you DO something? Maybe THEN it'll change. Thought of that? Nah doubt it. Oh well =] Score to wasting time on hopeless efforts.

GUYS AND GALS OUT THEREEEEE. Congratulate Jeremy on finally not being Hongster! LOL. 3Month anniversary. Omgomgomg I never thought that day would come. All his ex last till 2nd month counted as miracle. LOLOL. Happy that you found true love =D You're older than me you should know your own responsibilities xDD Instead of me keep telling you 'Break her heart again? Sigh. No surprise' xDD READY~STEADY~GO!!! =D

YUUKIII T____T Gonna miss you when you go back to Japan for 4 months or extended if parents decide so.. Hope to meet you before you go off!! ^^ I know you're damnn busy xD. Aiyahh.. Will miss you alot >.<>.< Hope you get visits back ^^ OR I CAN GO VISIT YOU!! I WANNA SEE JAPANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! Loves~

Kai Xiang ar. Your business trip. Few years but returning once or twice every month. Wahhh. Dagorrr must run off liao. Everyone running off. >_> T_T But with you all the success in wherever you plan to expand =] Plz tc =P And when you come back for visit CALL ME. xDD Jeremy you and me must go out often. LOL As Jeremy says 'Zabor-hunting is like the three of us activity when we have outing.' LOLOL. Anorh. Only Jeremy pek cek when he cannot get some. =X Ending post off here =] Wish you all the best ahead!~! -Feanaro

Friday, 4 July 11:23 PM

2008-07-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

Sigh. And this is why falling in love is so God Damn'd Hard. I deserve it? =D Some of you might think so, some might not. Kiikou mummy thinks so. Hongster too long will have retribution. Ahahs xDD I know you joking ar but I somewhat believe so. =P Reputation liddat, what to do O.O. Hmm... Also said something like hongster + hongster = good match? Depends bah on both of them. Only time will tell O.O at the same time have to deal with This ci'bye Tricia's EX-BF problem. Knn. >_> If he wishes to believe on his first glance. I have no regrets in whatever happens tomorrow (Saturday).

Today = slacking day. Had an SS test in school. When I get back the paper I'll surely take a photo of it and post it up, first time I wrote so long just for a stupid test. Lol xD. After school, went home, changed, went to meet Titus and ate at Loyang Point. Than slacked around, saw afew friends. Met a new friend at some repair shop. LOL. Can't remember the name, oh well he lives nearby so won't have problems xD Ermm... What else. Than went to slack at the playground nearby Greenview, met Titus's friend erm... Jamie.. or Jessie.. or.. DUNNO LAH! Starts with 'J' and should have 3 syllabus if I remember correctly xD And her other friend Jacqueline (sp) LOL. Slack slack, than went home =D Bathed, lie down on bed... Yaaawnss~ =P
-Feanaro

Thursday, 3 July 8:54 PM

2008-07-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

Omgzzz!!! O.O I found the cable to link my handphone to the laptop not even 5 hours ago. Wanted to transfer some.. nono, LOTS of photos and post. LOL But... Just went to the doctor, got back. 'Ermm... Mummy... Got see my handphone cable..?'
Mummy : 'Black colour one ar?'
Me : 'YAH!' -Eyes glittering happily
Mummy : -Passes me some wire-
Me : 'This one is my PSP de...'
Mummy : 'Oh, then never.'
Me : <<>>
NUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! Rawrs.
Oh well, reason I went to the doctor is because I had diarrhoea this morning. Lol than couldn't get to school. Would be irritating! >_> Diarrhoea in the morning sucks. So rested at home, Supposed to meet Titus in the afternoon to slack. Was busy sleeping. LOLOL. xD Ps then~. Besides that... Was spending the entire day from the moment I woke up. About 4pm LOL practicing Cassis - Gazette. Ahh left hand had super cramps and just above my left wrist is like swollen abit. LOL. Ahas =x But I AM DETERMINED!!!! When I've learnt it properly, maybe gonna borrow Yuki's video camera~!!! xD Alright, gonna take medicine than surely will be sleepy in about half an hours time~ Tcs all~ =D Miss everyone~ ^^
-Feanaro

Wednesday, 2 July 8:17 PM

2008-07-02T05:17:00.001-07:00

(EDIT!!) I'M HYPER!!! Drank too much cappuchino!!! Eeelllppp!!! Rawrs!! Someone Pei me talk!! LOL. Hyperhyperhyperhyper Sure can't sleep tonight! JEREMY!!! COME OUT LEHH! LOL. (EDIT)

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist?!?![Me?].
Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).
Indulges self [Cough =X].
Boastful [REALLY MEH? X.X].
Likes luxuries and gambling [=X Although I can't gamble its fun].
Social and outgoing. [Yaaaa =D]
Doesn't like responsibilities. [Double Yaaa!!]
Often fantasizes. [ABOUT WHAT?! ;X Should be daydreaming. *coughs*]
Impatient. [I AM NOT! Hmphs. xDD]
Fun to be around. [AM I????!?!??! XD]
Having lots of friends. [Alot meh. O.O]
Flirtatious. [.... This one no comment. All my friends will know. LOL] [Yuki said this one should be highlighted, Bold, italic, every possible word enhancer. LOL Go to hell. ;x]
Doesn't like rules. [School sucks. =X]
Sometimes hypocritical. [Only secretly. xD]
Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. [YES!! I AGREE. TIGHT CLOTHES = NOOOOOOOO]
Doesn't like being doubted. [Yah. I'm ALWAYS RIGHT! xD]
Beautiful inside and out. [Inside 20% outside 5% rest throw away]

Got this in my email inbox when I got home. Have comments for everything. Those in bold, probably describe me very well, [FROM WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY. LOL] And the thing was Yuki who asked me to do it xD.

Than the other horoscopes. Lol I'm too bored gonna coment on alot. xD Have an example for each I hope. =P

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) - Jeremy Hongster! XD
Patient and wise. [Yah. MY CAPRICORN FRIENDS!! Like counsellors to me. =X Ty~~]
Practical and rigid.. Ambitious. [AMBITIOUS. LOL. =X Forgot lazy. xD]
Tends to be Good-looking. [O.O AISEHHH JEREMY SHUAI GE. LOLOL]
Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. [JEREMY SHY MEH. XDDD But hilarious. =X]
Often pessimistic. [O.O Sometimes? 50-50 LOL]
Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. [LOL YAH. Thats why tio scolded everytime. =X]
Hold grudges. [O.O He should hate me then. LOL]
Like competition. [I agree. >:}]
Get what they Want. [DOUBLE AGREE!]

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) - Sherlynn~! <33 true ="D" so ="X]">PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) - Kai Xiang Dakor. LOL
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. [Yes, no, yes. LOL jk. All yes xD]
Very creative and imaginative...May become secretive and vague.. Sensitive. [Confirm secretive. xDD]
Don't like details. [Ya, surely shutdown when go into details.]
Dreamy and unrealistic. [Working ofcourse don't care about dreaming. xD]
Sympathetic and loving. [I guess so. LOL I NOT HIS GF I DUNNO]
Kind. [Yah.]
Unselfish. [Double Yah.]
Good kisser. [I DON'T WANT TO KNOW LOLOL]
Beautiful. [AHAHAHAHHA. =X Maybe on the inside]

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19) - Can't think of anyone. x.x I should start saving birthdates in my handphone. Lol Those who are let me know. xD
Energetic.
Adventurous and spontaneous.
Confident and enthusiastic.
Fun.
Loves a challenge.
EXTREMELY impatient.
Sometimes selfish.
Easily angered.
Lively, passionate, and sharp wit.
Outgoing.
Lose interest quickly - easily bored.
Egotistical.
Courageous and assertive.
Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) - Also can't think of any. x.x
Charming but aggressive.
Can come off as boring, but they are not.
Hard workers.
Warm-hearted.
Strong, has endurance.
Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways.
Not looking for shortcuts.
Take pride in their beauty.
Patient and reliable.
Make great friends and give good advice.
Loving and kind.
Loves hard - passionate.
Express themselves emotionally.
Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums.
Determined.
Indulge themselves often.
Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) - SHIMIN RIGHT?? LOL. <3>>> Yah.]
Outgoing, very chatty. [Outgoing but lazy xDD]
Lively, energetic. [EXTERMELY except when just woke up. Sound like dead. xD]
Adaptable But needs to express themselves.. Argumentative and outspoken. [Yaaaa! xD]
Like change. [Dunno O.O]
Versatile. [AHAHAHAH. =X=X Agree]
Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. [LOLLLLLLLL Yah when see shuai ges only. =P]
Gossips. [LOLOLOLOL YAHH]
May seem superficial or inconsistent. [Yesss xD]
Beautiful physically and mentally. [LOL Think too much xD]

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22) - Yuki~~ ^^ <33 yahh ="[]" much ="X">_>]
Excellent partners for life. [Her future husband let me know. xDD]
Protective. [LOL. Yah. =x]
Inventive and imaginative. [OVER-Imaginative xD]
Cautious. [O.O Yah walk under voiddeck already scared something fall =X]
Touchy-feely kind of person. [Yah, must choose your words carefully.]
Needs love from others. [GOT ALOT LIAO LOLOL.]
Easily hurt, but sympathetic. [Yahh. >_>]

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22) - Lazy think le LOL
Very organized.. Need order in their lives - like being in control.
Like boundaries.
Tend to take over everything.
Bossy.
Like to help Others.
Social and outgoing.
Extroverted.
Generous, warm-hearted.
Sensitive.. Creative energy.
Full of themselves.
Loving.
Doing the right thing is important to Leos.
Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22) - Martin & Winston? LOLOL
Dominant In relationships. [AHAHAHAHAH]
Conservative. [Ya Tin Money minded. xDD Winston zabor minded. lOLOLOLOL]
Always wants the last word. [Dunno O.O Last punch better. xD]
Argumentative. [But always lose. =X I THINK LOL.]
Worries. [Somewhat?]
Very smart. [AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!]
Dislikes noise and chaos. [Can say ba... O.O]
Eager. [FOR WHAT?!?!? AHAHHAHA.]
Hardworking. [AHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA -Falls off chair-]
Loyal. [MMMMPH BUWAHAHAHAHAHA -ROFL-]
Beautiful.. Easy to talk to. [DYING!!! CANNOT BREATHE!! LOLOLOL AHAHAH]
Hard to please. [SURE BO! DAMN EASY LO LOLOLOL]
Harsh. [To DABOR only. LOL]
Practical and very fussy. [VERY VAIN ALSO LOLOL]
Often shy. [YA, Newb sweettalkers. =X]
Pessimistic. [Somewhat]

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) - JIAXINN!! ;D <3 shopping =" die]" yah ="X]">

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) - Junii~ <3
Very energetic.. Intelligent. [Hyper. LOL]
Can be jealous and/or possessive. [Yes.. Super possessive xD]
Hardworking. [Yah.. =D Gratz on your choice of poly and course ^^]
Great kisser. [*Coughs. x.x -Zip- Can't say anything LOL j/k]
Can become obsessive or secretive. [Secretive =X LOL Everything won't tell de]
Holds grudges. [Same as Jeremy. LOL]
Attractive. [*Coughs. LOL Ya lah xD]
Determined. [To succeed. See you studying forever xD]
Loves being in long Relationships. [O.O Hmm.... *thinks* YAH LOL]
Talkative. [Too much =X]
Romantic. [Ya quite. xD]
Can be self-centered at times. [Space out too often xD]
Passionate and Emotional. [Wah. Very xD]

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.

For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.

However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

What Jermaine Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Can Make 89% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.

You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool.

You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay?

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

Tuesday, 1 June 6:16 PM

2008-07-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

Lololol. Bored so did that I found on a forum website. X.X
Ahh omg hair tio cut again... x.x Thought it was short enough, oh well. Now hair dry superfast le. XDD Well short than short. Get over it suan le. =P By the time N levels over, Grow back le so nvm xD Just nice. Slacked awhile after that. Than home le now. =D Nth else to post le.~ >_>

Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?

-Feanaro

Monday, 30 June 10:45 PM

2008-06-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

Haven't updated in awhile. Lol. Idk, I would love to say its school thats been bothering me but its notttttttt. And only about 1~2 hours ago did I realize what it was. Sigh. x.x Well week update then, Last week... Saturday went out to a chalet. Glenda's twin's chalet. Lol. Before that went to Orchard and watched Get Smart. O.O Lol quite funny show. Than... Ahh idk currently don't have the mood to remember everything. I guess the problem is... I don't have anyone to talk to. I mean not literally, I know friends are around, but besides that. My life went by without much for me to look for. I never had anyone that I could at any point of time, sit down with, and just talk everything out. I do that once in awhile but theres always things that I held back. Some points and parts of my life that I never could let out. Why? I don't fucking know either O.O Main reason, guys do connect with guys easily cause they have more things in common right? I would guess. Considering both the guys are straight. -.- And knowing that. Most of you would know, Sadly, [Lol] Majoriy of my friends are girls so its kinda hard to be as comfortable but somehow I'm doing just fine. =//// Double Sigh. Im kinda just... I don't know what word to look for either. Lol... And some of my friends call me a walking dictionary. x.x So much for that. Lmao. Meh... It'll just never be the same in my life after 8 years. I finally realized whats going on. =/ And theres nothing much I can do, I can't cover up for my parents mistakes. So I live life without a father figure. Big deal, its all over the media anyway. Anyone anywhere anytime somebody is always suffering. How much more damage could one more unguided soul do to this imperfect cycle... Seriously, how many people go by here cause they really give a damn? Below 10.
-Feanaro

Friday, 27 June 7:41 AM

2008-06-26T16:40:00.000-07:00

Sigh... Didn't go school again... =/ Idk whats wrong with me le. Self-studying at home but thats not good enough... Zzz. Going doctor in awhile.
-Feanaro

Tuesday, 24 June 8:22 PM

2008-06-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

Yep. Updated blogskin again =]
School... reopened.. sigh x.x First day of school, went back. Sat down in quadrangle, I wasn't late XDD School had some announcements... then Hair check -.- Form teacher, without looking walked straight to the back and pointed at me. 'Out. Go.' Sigh.. Don't bother arguing x.x I didn't even make an effort to hide my hair Lmao. From there sat infront... That 'teacher' used me as a perfect example of what hair NOT to have. -.- Than gave us a warning they'll cut it tomorrow if we don't. So... alls over right? =D Go back to class. Was about to go back to my seat,

Mr Ong "Wait, come here."
Me "ARGHHHHH!" -Rolls eyes-
Mr Ong "Some lecture and asks us why we didn't cut... don't give that bullshit and all that"
Me "Yah..." -Nods head and pretends to agree to get back to my seat-
Sat down he talked to us about school reopening, not much time left for slacking off. I got that =d Maths lesson. To concentrate in class I use a hair pin or clip. x.x Pinned up, Mr Phua walked in,
Mr Phua "WAH. Your hair like that you still sitting here?"
Whole class laughs. -.-
Me - Not again....
Mr Phua "Please, get a bra and skirt to match your hair pin."
-.- Hah. Funny -.-
Class went on as pernormal, The fact that my hair is now black. Ewwww. x.x Not natural at all. Sigh =/ I want to post more photos but cant >.< I lost the USB adapter and this laptop doesn't have a bluetooth device. Sad huh? T_T
Nvm, all of you don't see me won't die. xD

And I studied!! ^^ Did abit of maths, did some english worksheets at 3AM Lmao. Cause I slept around 7~8PM last night. x.x Skipped dinner again Arghhh. Than did homework... watched tv awhile than it was 6AM. TIME TO SLEEP! LOLOL. Slept woke up at 11 went to polyclinic. XDD But something serious came up even had to take xray. Have the results here LOL Want to post it on blog see how funny it is to you people =X And have to go to the hospital for an appointment. Which is in AUGUST -.- Wah. If my leg break or dislocated also have to wait until August. Lmao. Missed today's medical checkup >.< OH well. I don't think I'm going anywhere soon xD Should go back to school tomorrow =] Going to study abit and sleep lol. Ciao~
-Feanaro

Friday, 20 June 7:49 AM

2008-06-19T16:49:00.000-07:00

Back. =] Ahhh super tired. Wednesday went out, Thursday went out, today must go out... Hmm.
xD Tired tired. Oh well.

Outing with Glenda was..... Lame =X Went to Paya Lebar, supposed to meet there at around 2. She arrived at 3 -.- One hour late, will never forget this ;X;x Supposed to go SPCA to see the kitties~ Buttt, Raining damn heavily =/ Oh yah, my mom's out of the hospital =D If she arrived earlier we could have gone to see them =X Anddd so decided to see a movie, Was choosing between tampines and plaza sing~ Watched Narnia xD Okay-okay show. Just that the prince caspian's acting could be better LOL. And there was some stupid local advertisment that made the entire cinema laugh because the gal in the advertisment had such a fake accent =X Buahahah. xD We slacked alot and alot alot then went to a chalet to see my friend o.o but didn't bother much with my friend just sat at the BBQ pit and continued talking for awhile till I sent her off at white sands and returned back to meet titus and matthew. Lol xD went home around 11 and bathed and was ABOUT to sleep. Then this stupid Jesslyn called me and asked me to accompany her to midnight. -.- Rawrs. Then slept =D

Then yesterday went out with Yijing, now my turn to be late x.x about 30mins late, sorrysorry >.< hot ="X" stuff ="P" day ="]">

Thursday, 19 June 11:07 PM

2008-06-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

Rawr. =P Just bathed and about to go out with Yijing, When get back will post about yesterday/today =]
-Feanaro

Tuesday, 17 June 3:06 AM

2008-06-16T12:06:00.000-07:00

So much commotion I can't give a crap anymore. Its not like I have the freedom of the world and I have nothing on my mind 24/7. Please don't throw anything to me anymore. I'm on the verge of exploding everytime I have to go to the hospital and see my mother's scar on her neck and 2 fucking tubes lodged into her hands.

Sherlynn - ty for letting me stay over at your place that day =]

Guys my handphone broke, not literally but the end call button, the red red one, has a problem can't press. So I can't kup you all anymore LOL. But that also means I can't switch on/off the phone >.< So.............. I'm using some gay phone which I hate and I'm too lazy to reply some smses cause I have to figure out the stupid keypad and all that crap. Sigh. Well, at least everyone's slowly being fine. Screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it. =/
-Feanaro

Saturday, 14 June 2:31 PM

2008-06-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

Thanks to those who cared alot. x.x Didn't mean to make you guys worry but its just like that huh? =D

-Kai Xiang
-Jeremy
-Yuki
-Sherlynn
-Gladys
-Stephanie
-Martin
-Winston
-Yijing
-Annie
-Glenda
-Jane
-Angeline
-Maybeline
-Pearl
-Valerie
-If I left out your name Ps. Lols x.x

My mom's operation was successful. Lol the doctor was Christopher Goh. Seems quite famous le.
But I have no faith in Singapore medical standards. Dunno why. Lols. Kai Xiang said 'Nvm, Anything go wrong I go find the doctor for you.' LOL. Thanks but if you go find the doctor now it will only be for thanking him =] Now only my mom's resting and when I go see her only can see that cut mark or scar on her neck and 2 tubes lodged into both her hands. >.< Sigh. Damn tired. Thats only reminders to NEVER SMOKE. xD Ah. x.x Guess I'll blog about the BBQ day =D

Lols Kiikou organize de. Woke up around 9++ and awhile later Tin called me to check whether I woke up LOL Standard everytime got outing xD he came over my house to borrow hairspray or something like that. I spent 30mins~45mins doing my hair LOL. Experimenting xD Then took bus 17 to tamp, but wrong stop then went to simei instead LOL Took MRT back to tamp and took 969 to Admiralty. Got there, Ty Kiikou for my strawberries =D Went to Ray's block, Long time never see my 2 gays LOL. Eddie & Ray All hyper hyper. Espically Eddie xD Nice barbeque bah xD Than anyhow barbequeing until the table also burnt. x.x sad. Oh yah, when all cooked finish Kiikou go scrape the corn to make those cupcorn thing for the Baby. In the end when so hard to do, The baby cannot eat it LOLOL Than I go take =X Lalalas~ All cooked finish, Umm idk whats her name Serene or smth like that LOL, brought us french fries, I see, first thing was 'WHO COOKED THAT?' =XX soo saltyyy x.x Its okay lah but just I'm not used to that =X Martin like dog really eat everything! LOL =X J/kj/k xD Than played waterbomb, Wahh I fell down x.x Painn lee But fall down 3 waterbomb coming all still miss LOL U guys noob =X Than bought 1.5l bottles to play, I drenched like fuck already x.x Than go chase Eddie, he run up roof i also run, xD Chase chase, I jump down at one part go run 2nd floor surprise him lmao =X Than all slack ontop of carpark le. After that went to change back, Lucky Ray has wax. =X I'd be surprise if he didn't, Than Tin has hairspray. Aizai can relax le XDDD.
-Feanaro

Wednesday, 11 June 1:40 PM

2008-06-10T22:40:00.001-07:00

Hi all. Kinda bored x.x
Got nothing much to do so might as well blog about yesterday. Ahhh.
Oww fuck. Just as I said that 'Ahhh.' My leg scratched against the computer table de sharp.. metal.. thing for the keyboard to slide out de. PAINN. x.x Nvms I not so weak. XDD.

Kkaes. Yesterday's day has 2 parts. Morning and the remainder. xD Morning woke up at around 8am although slept at 3am -.- Than Tin called me double checking whether I woke up or not Lmao. Went online awhile, chitchat than had to get ready when Gladys called. Went to bathe. Than waited for hair to dry for about 5~10mins, Still not dry just decided to take blow dryer xD For that moment decided to be creative and anyhow style. =X Do do do. Turned out quite nice =D Than. Must wear shirt -.- Wear le it changed abit than not as nice x.x Lesson learned, wear shirt before styling hair. LOL. ALSO, Gladys asked to bring lighter plate fork and spoon. wth xD Thanks for the cake ba. But you stole my strawberries T_T. Nvm can buy. =P Than met Ami~ To watch kung fu panda =D SUPER NICE SHOWWWWWWWW Very hilarious and cuteeee!!! Everyone must watch xD Whether they like pandas or not. =P Than ate, chat awhile took mrt home. Wah forever being poked wherever I go. I KNOW I TICKLISH LAH STILL MUST RUB IT IN! T_T. Kkaes I later post the picture of the cake since Steph wants it. =D
-Feanaro

M onday, 9 June 8:55 PM

2008-06-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hi all. Sigh. Kinda bored. 9PM now on a Monday, Last week too stressful on me, those who dunno, just proves you never read my blog enough. xDD Ah but screw that, this week I have a insane schedule upcoming. x.x IF I'm not lazy.
Monday Rest cause had a very bad headache when I woke up. And welcome back Glenda =D missed you lots. Enjoyed your trip? xDD + 5 pounds. =X=X
Tuesday-Tomorrow- Might go out in the morning to meet Gladys and Stephanie. But, Gladys already said 80% I won't go LOL 10% Will go 10% Not sure xDD How true. Early morning really toooooooooooooooo Lazy. Ps =X Than later on late afternoon 4pm-ish meeting Amii cause haven't seen her in a long time xD Anddddddd. Erm...
Wednesday Umm supposed to go out with Glenda but dunno my family x.x My Mom extra special- want to ground me make sure I don't go out =/ So if all goes well than I can go out =D
Thursday Gladys wan drag me go kbox wtf LOL XD Those who know me Iiiiiiii already hate people listening to me singing >.< SOMEMORE I LOST MY VOICE O.O I speak normally voice change. When my sis poke me/tickle me I wan scream no sound come out T_T Help meeeeeeeee. Most is go there listen to everyone else sing =X
Friday Mummy's operation. Ah hope all goes well. SEE LAH SMOKE SO MUCH. -.- Now got infection. Stupid mother. =/ Got phrase for her 'Quitting for 2 years until now'
Ah ya blogskin changed =D featuring Uruha from Gazette xD Jrock band. Ya too shuai. LOLS. Expect me to make a blogskin have myself? Who so BHB until like that. Lmaos. xD
Well probably getting off here. =] Got nothing much to do so might just lie down until fall asleep. Take cares~
-Feanaro

Friday, June 06 10:58 AM

2008-06-05T19:58:00.000-07:00

I can't wake up. I've been in this dream of lies this entire time, I've been trying to wake up since day 1. I can't. I just fucking can't go on like this. The simpliest things that move right by me I take notice, But the things people do for me to take notice I somehow miss them. Why oh why. =/ Its just so fucking irritating to have this heartburn feeling and... I know I can get up from it but why am I not doing so? I can't lie to myself saying I've moved on and all that crap. Sure I manage to not think about it for the period of time but somehow it just finds it's way back into my thoughts... I know I won't forget it, not for a long time at least. You'd think, after 6 months and 26 days someone would have probably just gotten over it... Sigh. I manage to distract myself for awhile but that doesn't fucking help when reality strikes me right in the heart again.
R.I.P Jermaine's Heart. 11th September ~ 11th November 2007
-Feanaro

Tuesday, 3 June 5:30 PM

2008-06-03T02:30:00.001-07:00

Just about to leave to watch a movie with family. x.x Narnia =D
Watched made of honour yesterday, was quite funny xD Except keep tio poke by SOMEONE. =X Erm. Wanted to ton outside but mom called me and asked me to get home. Call cab for me from woodlands back home -.- $30 midnight charge. Lol. Sigh.

Delinquents & Juveniles
-A delinquent is one who fails to do that which is required by law or by duty when such failure is minor in nature.

The term is often used to refer to a juvenile who commits a minor criminal act—juvenile delinquents.

In other cases, a delinquent is a person who fails to pay a debt or other financial obligation, like a mortgage. Failure to cure a delinquent payment can result in repossession or foreclosure.

-In law, the term minor (also infant or infancy) is used to refer to a person who is under the age in which one legally assumes adulthood and is legally granted rights afforded to adults in society. Depending on the jurisdiction and application, this age may vary, but is usually marked at either 18 or 21. Specifically, the status of "minor" is defined by the age of majority.

The thing about delinquents are that, in the eyes of others they're always wrong. Forever anything they do they will be wrong. With reason. Like when I'm scolded by anyone, I can't be bothered to explain myself anymore, Why bother when I'm 'supposed' to be always wrong? =] So just stand/sit there. Listen listen... Mmhm.. Ya.. ya.. Okay. =/ So its like. Ah. 'Why are you out so late again?'
'Dunno. Its my wrong.'
Simple. Than have a lecture and screaming and whatsoever. -.- Well, going out now. Edit back when I get home ^^
-Feanaro

Friday, May 30 1:48 AM

2008-05-29T10:49:00.000-07:00

Weee, Today was a fun day =D Aside from coming home past midnight and having to pay the midnight fare -.- I HAD POA REMEDIAL TODAY. BUT I SLEPT AT 3AM SO I DIDN'T GOOOO ON TIMEEE T_T. Bad bad bad. =/ Oh well. Than around 12-ish left the house, met tin, went to meet Winston and nana [idk her name. LOL] Than. bought for Annie one big big pooh bear LOL. I didn't even know. xD Oh well. Reached that place... crap forgot what its called le. Saw Annie. Long time didn't see almost didn't recognize, But luckily she had photos of herself on her blog LOL Than they had singing. =]

Sorry I anyhow take de. xD Annie and her friend who's the 'host' of the party.

Than Annie's other singing buddy o.o Omg they all can sing damnn well. x.x JEALOUS. Lol j/k =X

THE CAKE =D

STILL PLAYING PSP? XDD J/k

Cut cut cut. YAYY Lol she had trouble blowing the candles out. -Laughs behind- =x
Thannn went KTV with Ray, Eddie and Gladys, On the mrt, we were the entertainment for everyone LOL

Eddie got free makeup xD

Than tio slap? LOL Glady's tried to put blush on him than he zhao. xD
At ktv. Quite fun xD Just that Ray idiotic jump down from couch than knock over a glass of idk wtf. Than all our shoes at the bottom sticky sticky =X at ktv GAY.

Sorry don't have me =X I'm the camera holder of course don't have me XDD =X
Than on the way back. 11+ take taxi with Winston go to jurong MRT station, WAHHH x.x empty like hell and the train is moving super fast, like at one stop only stay 10~15 seconds than zhao to next stop le.

LOL SLEEPING HATTY XD
All around interesting day =] Happy birthday again Annie xD Nice party. Nice ktv time. Nice dayyyy. -Falls back lazily onto bed and falls asleep- 2 AM =]
-Feanaro

Thursday, May 29 3:05 AM

2008-05-28T11:52:00.000-07:00

-----EDIT-----
I know my playlist rocks. xD
All Japanese songs if you want to know the origin or the meaning of the song ask me =D I'll 'try' to explain to you =P
Majoriy of the songs on my playlist are -The Brilliant Green- =] They rock. Lol.
The first song by Aoyoma Thelma <<< New artist with an angelic voice omggg. x.x
=] Leave comments about the songs. Ty. =]
-----EDIT-----

Might as well update. =X Its about time Lols. xD
Okayyssss.
I can't really remember much of what happened. x.x Like a blur, Maybe cause its 3am and I should get some sleep. xD MAYBE only. Lol =X Past few days not that interesting I guess, Boring holiday. Lols. I'll blog about random days =D

WOKE UP. About 9-ish Cause I slept late. Lol... Woke up went to toilet. Saw my hair. Omg O.O Like someone sprayed my hair in my sleep. Lmaos.

Messy messy. =P Oh yah. Than Was supposed to meet Tin so he could get hair extensions. xDD Got ready. Do this do that, than family kp again. =/ irritants. Pfft. Before left, walking out of the other toilet

Lalas Blurry but nvm. =P Won't die right? Lol.
Went to take bus 53 I think, Tin said 36 stops. LOL counted. And counted. And counted. I wanted to sleep. =/ Zzz. FINALLY REACHED! Muwahahah. Than walked around city plaza to find the shop. Angel.. something something salon. Lol than spotted it! Saw inside. Tin don't dare to go in le. xDD All gals. LOL. So he waited further outside abit. I went to buy some kind of tom & jerry pringles. LOL. Than he finally got the courage to go in =D With me going in first -.- This time round all guys were sitting down getting hair extensions. Wah. This guy on my right, extended the back of his hair. He looks like the monkey god from the chinese shows. LOL Damnnnn Fugly =X K lah I'm not better myself so better not say =X

Ceiling shot. Lol city plaza has like mirrors everywhere. Vain pots paradise xD
Than finally done after an hour ++ =/ Went to his house slack awhile. xD
Next day followed him to go see his AMBER leaving for Thailand. Lol than he received a bear xD

So cute. =X Nothing much after that. Bored bored. TODAY LOL.
First thing is. Wake up, got out of bed, wanted to go outside of the room and see who's in and who's not. Hand reached for the doorknob, turn, than DIU.

LMAO THE DOORKNOB CAME OFF AND I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH WINSTON. BOTH LAUGHING LIKE MAD XDD Ya Updates are... my display pic changed le... Holidays xD now have trouble spiking hair o.o Too long it just comes down after quite a short time. Oh well =X Hair not as long as Tin's can le. =X
AhA looked through my new phone. =X Saw some photos.

Ajisen Ramen

OBENTOOOOOOOOOO
I've turned to a taste for JAPANESEEEE xD Will update blog songs soon, Know you all hear until wanna die. =X Hope you all get extra hungry from seeing those photos. =D
-Feanaro <3

Sunday, May 18 2:09 PM

2008-05-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

=D Update timeeeeeeeeeee Lol

Had been too lazy to update and all recently.
Lets see.. Got back maths paper. Omg was so pissed. 2.4 MORE MARKS TO A1! OMGGG >.>
Got highest in class for english compo. Muwhahahas. But paper 2 was bad x.x on the exam day had stomach ache, how to concentrate in class lol. Then... POA paper 1 was good. Paper 2 pulled me down =/ But overall pass... Physics higher than chemistry, Shocking lol. Combined humanities passed O.O And I didn't even study omg. -Laughs at all the people who studied so hard to get a decent grade- =X=X Chinese listening, I literally rolled a dice to get my answer? Out of 10 questions I got 5 correct LOL 10/20 whole class was in shock xD Like omgwtflol~~~~~~ Paper 2 most likely will pass. It wasn't that difficult, Can get a passing grade at least, but paper 1 has problems... Apparently I didn't even turn up for the paper =O XD Skipping exam. Wow pro. xD So might get 0 or it might not be counted in the overall marks. Who cares its chinese. So I didn't fail anything. HALLELUJAH LOL. But the grades aren't that awesome anyway =/ Now out of school topic.
My mom has an upcoming operation on her throat due to some may-be-cancerious-infection. Anything to do with cancer is ofcourse life threatening =/ And the mother fucking hospital is not doing crap. If my mom's gone I'm burning down that hospital. -.- Become the next OCH. What elseeeeee Oh ya, Thursday this week during PE we played badminton. =D I sprained my ankle -.- Like just wanted to get that hit, Jump, Slide, hit, landed on ankle, Then the teacher told me we're playing badminton not tennis, Told him to fuck off =X It swelled up and Friday didn't go to school. Ahhh I'm injured on a weekend, That sucks. Can't go out -.- Oh well. Lol. Monday no school either, And its the last week of school. Sigh. I'm gonna miss school. (?) LOL No, seriously, I go to school to study (?) LOL joking. =X And I got my new phoneee =P Alrighty. Can't think of anything else to write. xD Ciao
-Feanaro

Friday, May 09 4:25 PM

2008-05-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

Wanted to post yesterday But got lazy Lols xD
This is such a boring week. =/ Exam. Go home. Exam. Go home. Wondering where's the study? DUN HAVE LOLS. =P You should know me better by know xD All the papers seemed relatively easy. So I didn't bother studying after the 2nd paper le. [Then Again I Never Study At All.] xD So all papers except today. The chemistry paper was abit challenging >.< Due to my 5 second revision on hydrocarbons. Lol, look. Close file. =D Have an injury in my left leg and my shoulder started hurting again >.< Like walking painful alreadyyyy Sadly its exam week so I can't just skip anymore LOL. =X Shhh. XD Got home today. What to do? Call someone on the phone and talked for awhile. Sherlynn was my victim today. XD She was free also so she came over to my hosue for a short while then she said she had to go meet her mummy. Back to the boring day >.< Tomorrow is SATURDAY!!! Hope my leg heals so I can go out and enjoy life rather than stay here >.< Oh ya!! Got caught for hair today. =D The teacher [Mr Mohd.] Was like 'You again. Better cut your hair, By Monday I'll check.' Few seconds later. The OM catch again >.> Then I said 'Oh Monday Monday' =D Apparently, Monday is D&T and F&N Exam. Both of which I do not take =D So I don't need to go to school on Monday LOLS. Hallelujah~ Then if Tuesday they catch, I say Wednesday =D Wednesday is marking day XDDD And Thursday onwards will be back to normal =]
And I took some photos about an hour ago xD New webcam. LOLS.

Only 3. Better than nothing right? XDD
[Sorry I was bored lahh. =P]
-Feanaro

Saturday, May 03 6:30 PM

2008-05-03T03:30:00.000-07:00

Night life is sooooo relaxing.. As in the 'I'm at a park at night' night. Not the 'I'm in a pub at night' night. =P
Yesterday was kinda boring... Had nothing to do all day >.< HOWEVER! Seeing that exams were next week on MONDAY... I should have been studying... Revising at least >.> Open up the damn textbook and READ! I told myself that =D Then the smarter part of me said, 'Why bother studying. You've been doing fine all this time without even studying.' So I listened to reason. I was so bored I debated with myself on a piece of paper LOL writing the pros and cons of studying for an exam. I came up with this conclusion. 'Why study to get an A1 for my mid year exams when all that counts this year is my N levels? Same goes for next year and my O levels.' xD If all I need to do is listen in class and get like a B3/4 I'm fine with it. At 11PM I called out Jun Xiang and went to slackslack at central. Than we talked about school for awhile. Than brought up this subject 'why this world?' Its like. Wouldn't the world be more interesting if it wasn't like how it is now? People are born. Learn how to crawl. Walk. Run. Learn ABCs and all that. Everyone goes through the same damn cycle. Few interesting moments in our lives.. Than gone. =D We're all silk for God. Spins us around and when its our time. Poof. And this reincarnation crap. Something about 7 cycles. First plant, animal, human, peasant, scholar, prince, king something like that. Can't remember properly. If we were an animal before we'll be a human in our next reincarnation. But if we did a terrible thing as an animal... we'll stay that way. So I'm apologizing to my future reincarnation as he's probably gonna be a human/peasant still. Lol I'm not sure which I am. Sigh... Its true tho. That we're all chained to a continuous cycle in our lives. Born, covered in blood. Die covered in blood. Except those who have a peaceful death.

What if one day you were to wake up without a shadow? Are you dead then? I know probably no one cares about these kind of questions. But I leave them as thoughts in my mind... Imagine you're on a swing with your friend in the day time. You're both talking, looking down at the sand then suddenly. 'Hey... wheres your shadow...?' That'd be awesome. Lol. Where there's light there's darkness. Where there's darkness doesn't necessarily mean there's light. So which is the more overpowering one? =/ Sigh. There goes me again. Looking answers to questions nobody asks... =D
-Feanaro

Friday, May 02 8:28 PM

2008-05-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

=D=D=D
(EDIT)

Ty Minn =D

This week flashback~.
Monday :
English paper 1!! Wrote compo. I took the topic 'Describe an incident that had a great impact on your life' Something like that. XD And I never brought my glasses along so I didn't know what was the time and couldn't manage my time properly. Wrote wrote wrote wrote. Page after page. The story just seemed to be THAT long. And my ideas kept coming in. I knew I spent over an hour on the paper already and I thought we only had like an hour and 10 mins for the entire thing + letter writing. Turns out 1hr and 45mins. -.- So... After an hour and about 20 mins I decided to end my story. Cut short. [Surely fail =/ Super bad ending] Than did the letter writing. NOT ENOUGH WORDS AS WELL! Omgggoshh. Compo 1160 words. Overshot by so much they're going to deduct deduct deduct pinnalize pinnalize till I fail. =/ Sigh. Letter writing too little words. =/ Than went for a short break. Recess time. Next paper was mother tongue paper 1. Since I was syllabus B I didn't think I needed to go O.O So I went home. Bathed, went to Jurong meet Yijing after her paper was over. And then I received a call from Cameron saying the teacher called him telling him that we ACTUALLY needed to attend that paper. Oh well. 0 for Chinese. What else is new? XD

Tuesday :
My useless form teacher went for reservice =D 2 weeks he's gone and the class couldn't be happier. No pointless nagging~ No useless lectures~ No ugly faces in class.. Oh wait still have. XDD Relief teacher was some JC graduate. So slack lol. Than double period maths teacher also didn't come. =D Another slacking moment. Than double chemistry periods. Yayy no form teacher. Slack slack slack slack~ Than mother tongue two periods. Got lecture from the teacher about the importance of being responsible.. blah.. blah.. BLAH! So. I told him, [With a smile] Just give me zero =D He asked to see my mother -.- Than POA. Did abit work for the first half. Slept the second half. Than Lifeskills~ ANOTHER HOUR OF PURE TIME WASTAGE~~~ =D

Wednesday nth much. Or whatever happened. I'm too lazy to type. xD
Thursday Holiday =D Slept entire morning/afternoon. 10:30 PM Went out to slack slack around. Came back at roughly 2.45 AM. xD Slept at 3. Woke up at 5.45 went to school. Sigh.
Friday : WHICH IS TODAY! EVERYBODY ENJOY A GOOD WEEKEND OR MAY U PERISH IN HELL XD
After school went home, changed, met Titus, went to Tin's house slack awhile. Heard him talk to his ai ai <33 LOLS. Than went to walk around, almost every school in Pasir Ris we passed by xD Than we found some good places. I posed there for him than he took photos he said looks like 'L' from Death Note. LOLS! If I have the time I'll post it up =D Ja neh~
-Feanaro

Edit Photo Update

2008-04-25T22:13:00.001-07:00

MUWAHAHA. Minn just sent me the photos. ;P
FIRST ONE. Normal version.

Second is the retarded version. xD

Than forever friends.

And I have no title for this one xD

Saturday, April 26 5:10 AM

2008-04-25T14:10:00.000-07:00

Its 5AM. Lols. I woke up at 4 something after having an epiphany, I think its something like a realization of the truth or something like that. xD So cool~ I realized the truth ;P Anyways. Recent week update =D
P.S I dunno wtf happened to the tagboard. =x Lazy to try to fix.
This week... Monday can't remember much. Lol. Tuesday same. AH SKIPPP!
Thursday I had a bad migraine and went to the doctors. [Yes I took another M.C -.-] The doctor said I had some... Nerve problems in my hands which is affected by my constant migraines and told me to go for so many checkups next week. Sigh. Also had my right shoulder injured. =/ Details not important =P. After going to the doctors. Met Titus at his void deck than went down to the bus stop and waited for Minn and Tin. Tin nothing better to do go walk to the bus stop on the far end of Pasir Ris -.- Than went to his house slack. Yawns. Boring week. Minn and I couldn't stop testing all the possible places to take a good picture. LOL. Than one picture look like we doing presentation. LMAOS. =X When she sends to me I'll post it up. Friday went back to school. Hmms. School boring as always. But got caught for hair again. >.< I thought it was short le... Rawrs. =/ Anyways. After school I had no plans. Lols. Met Titus and Gerald and went to Loyang Point to eat. So long never ate at the food court there. =P After that Gerald went to the gym. [Aiseh someone body builder siolllll. LOLS.] He was forced to go there anyway. LOL xD Gerald and I are the same. Won't go gym unless forced to. =P WHAT FOR SO NICE BODY?! In the end one gun shot also die. Fat or thin. Muscular or not. LOLS. =X My logic. After that, Titus and I went to slack at one of the benches in the nearby void decks. But he said go slack outside Hai Sing Sec. Told me got eye candy. LOLSSSS. Don't have loh. =X Than Qian Hui smsing me decided to go Bugis watch movie. Reach there than decide what movie to watch. LOL. So unplanned. =P YA you all know me. Chose 'The Forbidden Kingdom' Jackie Chan de. xD Quite funny. Cause of him lols. But overall good story line =D Recommended. =P Than went back to White Sands. She went to study with Lydia they all. No ty. LOL I zhao. =X Have fun studying~~ Than I slacked at the car park near my house. At the rooftop stare into the polluted wastage we know as 'THE SKY' Lols. Jane Mei keep smsing me telling me go home. Later one old man that lives around there come rape me. LOLOLS Couldn't stop laughing. Ruined the whole 'silent' environment. Told her old man dare try touch me I throw him down from the rooftop. LOLS =X Than went home after some time~ Bathed, Laid down short while immediately fell asleep. xDD Hope you all had a nice week. =P And an even nicer weekend!~! Ja Neh~
-Feanaro

Sunday, April 20 8:12 PM

2008-04-20T05:11:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

Got home about an hour ago. I'M HUNGRY!!! Dunno where's dinner T_T Went out to Orchard today with Minn. Liat Tower 21st floor. KOMACHI! Nervous upon entering but Minn just pull me go in xD Than at the counter... they were friendly and it was pretty easy to communicate. Sat down. Was immediately attended to o.o One of the workers passed me some magazines... Than I asked Minn to look through for me ;X and they went to wash my hair. THE SHAMPOO FELT SOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEE!! XDDD Got that nice sensation during and after it was washed. And even until NOW. [5 hours 30 minutes later] I can still smell the shampoo. I'm GONNA buy that shampoo the next time I visit there xD Than Ejima Yoshikazu attended to me. He was talking to me in a mixture of English [broken] and Japanese [perfect] LOL But I roughly understood what he said.. and I was pointing out some photos in the magazine asking if this would look nice. xD And in the end settled on one photo and he slowly cut my hair O.O -Minn was shocked my hair so long- XD Than he styled abit... cut somemore... it was like a delicate process and he snipped slowly. Even used clips, and combs just to cut a few strands. Wow O.O. Than after it was done he styled it nicely. Wahhhhh I looked pretty nice. xDD ;XX Than had a 2nd wash O.O wash finish... the gal was blow drying my hair. [About 5~10 minutes just to dry my hair LMAO] Than she used a limp brush to remove the hair strands that was on my neck or clothes. OMG When it hit my neck it was soo bloody ticklish!!!! I cannot tahan!~! Minn said my reaction very funny. =.=" N'b. ;X Than Ejima-san came back to me. Did somemore styling, this time with hairspray and alil wax. When it was done. Ta~dah! New hairstyle. =P Expensive but worth it I think. =D Than took MRT home. When alighted at Pasir Ris. On the platform. Saw Qian Hui and Lydia. =.= SUAYYYY Than going down the escalator. Saw Alex. DOUBLE SUAYYYY Than going to toilet. Saw Mr Ong [Not my form teacher, another teacher from my school.] TRIPLE SUAYYYY!!! What the hell........... =X Than went to see Matin. Aha. He was picking out new specs with his mummy. =P Go kacau him. After that went to Pasir Ris Park. I wanted to go on the swings T_T but kena taken by some children. Sad. =P Than went to just walk around some more. And came home =D Bathed and talked to Yijing on the phone awhile... Still can smell the shampoo!!! omgomgomg xDD Recommended Komachi~ =P Anyone going Komachi let me knowwww ;x [Note : My handphone finally can sms/call out again. xD]
-Feanaro

Friday, April 18 7:16 PM

2008-04-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeee~

Horror house was just yesterday. It was fun =D Hearing all those girls [Some guys] Screaming like they're trying to cough out their lungs xDD But some people were really scared and I had some sympathy to lead them out =P How nice of me. Bleahs xDD Than because I just did PE, the 5 stations NAFA test. I got body aches and decided not to go to school today [Friday] After the horror house went to have some sort of a celebration at Macs xD Had french fries party =X 7 large french fries all put together on one tray. Lol was massive. Than went to help Qian Hui restring her guitar. Omg she talks too much =X Anyway. No pictures of the horror house T_T but I got a souvenir from the horror house. A HAT =D Will take pictures of it maybe tomorrow? XD Haircut at Komachi this sunday =P Will post about it after its over ^^ Ciao.
-Feanaro

Wednesday, April 16 6:26 PM

2008-04-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

Edit : Btw My handphone got some problems >.> FORGOT PAY -.-" So can't sms. Will post when able to burst my bill again =D

LAPTOP FIXED!!!! Finally. It was sent for repair for a week or two and couldn't get it back. Got back. I arrived home saw the laptop on the table beside my bed I was like OMGGG O.O SALVATION!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

Firstly. I'll divide this post into 2 segments, week 1 and week 2. =P

Week 1
Arrived in school on Monday, sat down and not even 10 seconds... Teacher from behind, 'You. Come, you're going to have a haircut.' I immediately O.O WTF. Sigh. Just follow... Than he asked me to wait outside general office until flag raising over. Over than over le he come back ask me sit in middle of quadrangle. Sat there... all the classes went back. Mr muhammed talked to me, first thing he said. "YOU AGAIN." Than something about last chance or I'll cut for you. And dye it back [DYE WHAT BACK?! -.-"] So after that, went with Erick go cut hair, he also needed to, for him he told the salon lady, Don't cut fringe. 30 seconds later, SNIP fringe gone LOL I LAUGHING =X His super short and school-standard. Mine just made the fringe, top and sides thinner, maybe abit shorter? Didn't measure. Next day to school, Spike my hair xDD But after recess I felt abit sick >.< And feverish. So went home in taxi from school [Super style <3 =X] Slept at home, woke up next morning, SUPER HOT FEVER 40degrees or something. Went to doctor, had 2 Days MC, so Wednesday rest the whole dayyyyyy Thursday felt abit better than suddenly when I woke up at 6AM sick again -.- so rested somemore. Friday! Thought I would be better but not, went off to polyclinic doctor immediately told me go take blood test. Wtf the lady who injected me dunno how to aim is it? YOU AIM AT THE ARM NOT THE VEINS! Than she said 'sorry ar. have to take again.' I'm like. You're not qualified to do this job -.- So took TWO of my precious blood samples. =X Results said nothing serious just that I have insufficient blood. -.- Took more medicine. [I have like 11 pills/tablets to take 3 times a day =/] Saturday sunday. Sunday went out with JX [Jun Xiang] He's in poly, his first sentence when he saw me. 'You sure you in secondary school? Your hair longer than mine.' LOL =X
Week 2
Monday! Fever went down. =] But had a serioussss migraine [Very bad headache] Like something pounding at my head. Went back to polyclinic, Another doctor said. 'Need to take another blood test.' WHAT THE FUCKK!!!!!!!! My precious blood T_T Anyway took another one, this time on right arm, at least she aim properly this time. [Same clinic lady -.-] Than MC for Monday and Tuesday, but Tuesday I went back to school. Once again the moment I sat down, Mr Ong came to me, I give you 5 minutes, go wash off that gel. I replied 'I used styling cream not gel' =XX Than throughout class whole day... felt sick. Went out with Yijing after that, [Sick supposed to rest at home xD] Explored Bugis, found this like arts school I think. Its supposed to be for the students there but we went into the library. SO NICE O.O All the computers were like better than my own xDD than the floor is carpeted but every step I take the sound was amplified. So scary xD. Than I got this super bad cramp in my left leg when I got home around 9++ than until now still painful >.< Okay. Wednesday [Today] Woke up, the cramp pain still there. Let it be.. Went to the clinic. So crowded today morning. So I just sat there.... And when I checked already 10+ So I went home, ordered McDonalds breakfast first xD Than I went to bathe... WENT TO SCHOOL! Arrived in class about 11.45. Moment I stepped in class, all clap and cheering me. Wtf? -.- Sit down... Was still eating hash browns =X Than. Out of nowhere, on my right Qian Hui, On my left, Jia Hwei. Tmd now got new rumors in class -.- Both like me. Why in hell must they pick meeeeeeeeeeee cannot go disturb others? Than Erick left me alone go run off -.- Whole class cheering again. Than I just said to myself. Shouldn't have come to school in the first place. =/ Than drama, Omg tomorrow horror house, =D=D Cannot wait, I'm DRACULA XDD Costumes all look so nice. =D Will post about tomorrow, TOMORROW! Ja~ neh~
-Feanaro

Sunday, April 06 1:10 PM

2008-04-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

After all this time
I'd never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here when my love for you is blind
That I couldn't make you see here
Couldn't make you see here and I love you more.
Than you'll ever know.

O.O Haven't updated in awhile, Laptop was sent for repair, How sad =P Weeks passed by, quickly but surely xD Couldn't help but notice each day go by and my minutes are numbered till the exam. Lets go through the list of the week
Monday -
School, I slept early the day before, but woke up at 4AM and couldn't go back to sleep. I was ACTUALLY thinking of taking my textbook out and studying. But somehow my mind was pretty distracted. Couldn't concentrate on words in the end so I laid down on the couch for 2 and a half hours. Eyes wide open. Mind constantly thinking. Tra la la la~ Took a bath, However I forgot to turn on the water heater and was bathing in ice cold water -.- Went to school, walked by the same bus stop, seeing the same people walk by me in PRCS uniforms. I see them every morning for the past 3 years >.< Got into school, I had Deja Vu the moment I sat down, its like 'O.O Didn't I just experience that?' I probably can't remember class lessons >.< Its just not important enough =P
Tuesday -
Overslept. Woke up, stared at the clock. 'Ah... Late again' Everytime I know i'll be late, I have this mindset, 'Late than late.' So I took my time having a nice long bath, made a sandwich and took a STROLL to school xD Arrived in, the OM said 'Welcome Sir, Nice of you to join us' I'm like 'Wtf? You lame bastard -.-' Had detention after school. Didn't go, went home wanted to sleep >.< But stayed up awhile flipping through my notebook. Seeing if there's anything important I'm supposed to do. xD
Wednesday -
Amirah came back from Egypt. Wbs xD Drama after school, me and 3 other drama members [1 ex-drama graduate xD] went to Bugis to get the props for my CCA's upcoming horror house xD Shopped around there... Bought donuts =X Sooo nicee, there was cream in the middle... the flavor around... toasted so nicely... Omggggggggggggggggggggggg =X Reached back to the drama room about 6.45? 7? XD Spent too much time slacking. Sat in the drama room for awhile played cards. Than when we wanted to leave. School locked -.- We were on the 2nd floor. Lock down everywhere lol. So... Jump down from hall staircase =P Some climbed out through the window at the stairs near the science lab as it was easier =P but jump nicerrrrrr more funnnn xD Reached home. TIRED. Slept immediately =/
Thursday -
Can't really remember, but only remember something about form teacher giving us a lecture on defiance -.- Had 2.4 run AGAIN. I passed already on the previous week, Teacher say those who don't get 5 points [10mins 31seconds or below for guys, 14mins something for gals] Must run again. -.- Wtf. I just jog abit and walk abit, just pei my friends run lol, last minute sprint with Gerald xD Like retarded we both running pushing each other. =P Sweating alot at the end =P Than hair wet -.- walking back to class Mr Ong said 'Jermaine. Better cut your hair, so long already.' I'm like 'Yah yah. -.-'
Friday -
Forgot was it Friday or Thursday during CME lesson, teacher talked to us about marriage. I was bored. So I put my head on the table, teacher asked, 'Jermaine, why so bored?' Idiot Iqmal from back of the class shout, 'Cause he experienced no need to listen.' Bloody bastard. =/ Than throughout the whole thing he kept asking things like, Why do people get married? What happens after marriage? Cameron answered 'People get married to find partner, than have honeymoon' Teacher replied, 'What kind of partner?' Whole class laugh. =/ Sick pervert lol. Went home, changed than went out with Khai, erick, Go somerset, they skated for awhile, I slacked and listened to music xD Than went to e2max played xbox 360~ Khai's treat =P Played Halo 2 short while, than GH3 so fun xD After that looked around afew shops than I went home. Slept. Oh ya. 4 warnings to cut my hair xD Total 12 for the entire week.
Saturday [Yesterday] -
Woke up early on a Saturday~ Got a reason to wake up early =P Took MRT to City Hall. Met Yijing~ Omg no matter what I'm always late -.- But luckily late only about 5~10mins =P Went to Subway to eat, Well actually she ate I not hungry =P Just drank Apple tea ~ xD Than walked to buy new strings for my guitar, my current strings soooooooooooooooo Ruined. Lol [But sound still okay, just that I don't like so ugly strings =X] Than off to Dhoby Ghaut, Wanted to see a movie but it was about 2pm and the movies were either sold out or at 7pm ++ =/ So went to vivo. Movie was at 4.20 And had about 1hr 45mins to waste. Lol. So went to buy Donuts =X Than sat down outside vivo. Sooo peaceful >.< The wind blowing... the view of the peaceful ocean. Felt like sleeping at that point >.< But If I suddenly slept I think she would've freaked out xDD so walked around somemore, Waited at starbucks, Shared a ice blended something something xD Movie [Cassandra's dream] Not bad ba. Needs alot of thinking to get through. Got a twist at the end shocked me xD About Murder, Romance, Small portions of Comedy =P Than went to Jurong Point ate at Swensens. The view from that balcony was very nice. Than took mrt to Bukit Gombak sending her home. Sat down short while chit chat. Than her mom called =P so walk home. Conversation between us while walking.
Me: 'Anything to say?'
Her: 'Like What?'
'Iiii dunnnoooo.. =X'
'Erm. You want me to say?'
'Ya =P Go ahead. Or you want me to say first?'
'NONO!'
'Why le?'
'I shy.'
'AHAHA =X'
'Ah... I...'
-Interrupt- 'Ah fuck. My belt got problem. -Look at her- OH Sorry xD Continue?'
-Stare at me- 'Idiot. =X I LOVE YOU LA.'
I said back than continued talking about random things =P Took MRT to Aljunied station. Staying over at my mom's house for the night and sunday afternoon ba. XD
Life's getting better. But it takes a hell long time. =P
-Feanaro

Friday, March 28 10:04 PM

2008-03-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

Weee~ Another school week over. MC'd Myself from school today [I have a valid reason this time. xD]

Lets see, Monday nothing much happened, your everyday average school day. Except when I the start of school teacher came up to me 'Better go cut your hair'. I'm like. O.O You're the first in few months to say that. Lol. Tuesday, Saw the same teacher, he said, 'Jermaine your shoelace is untied' LOL he forgot? Oh well xD And only at the end of the day did I realize that when the June holidays come, school ends o.o till N levels that is, omg? I have like 5 months of school only? Maybe 4 months if I minus the holidays. Wooooooow. But it was like a 3 hour free period for me, First 2 maths teacher didn't come, Khai and I sat behind played psp the whole time xD next 2 POA periods teacher didn't bother, gave back test Omg 30/35 Could've gotten full marks but I forgot to UNDERLINE the numbers wtfwtfwtfwtf -.- Full marks get CHOCOLATE =X=X Than 2 period Mother Tongue, SYLLABUS B Owns =X Went to library slack listen to music xD Than decided to go for early recess... 45 minutes early =X Had 1hr + Recess xD than rest of the school day~ Had an english test, omg is THIS N level standard? So fucking easy =X Wont get full marks [impossible to get 100/100 for english -.-] But can get close to that. Wednesday SKIPPED DRAMA =/ Than teacher called saying skip one more time and you're out =x I just didn't feel like going for drama >.< Besides the fact they weren't doing much and it was so slack it pisses me off. Lol Whats the point of going for 3 hours if all they do is talk and barely rehearse? Thursday first 2 period already P.E 2.4km run =/ From my school run to downtown east than come back, From school to downtown east, I ran, on the way back jog a bit run a bit half way fall down -.- My shin hit the edge of the drain, FUCKING PAIN!!!!!!!! AHHH OMGOMGOMG PAIN! and nobody saw -.- Wtf? Lameeeeeee. But still managed to jog the remainder. I was still like 30something place out of 100+ ? LOL. LAMEE So many lazy people =x Than got somewhere during recess I started to feel my leg getting more and more pain >.< Than teacher wanted to counsel me =/ I don't care what he says lol just agreeing for the sake of getting him out of my face =P Than today stayed home rest my legs =P Now even standing theres problem, to sit/lie down I jump onto the sofa or my bed xDD I can't even walk to the kitchen properly -.-" Tomorrow. Nothing much? Might be going out with a friend =D Might be damn obvious I'm limping of whatever xD I wanted to go get MC but when I left the house, reach the doctor, CLOSED. WTF?! Wasted all my energy, pain, tiresome energy !!! Just to see the door closed 'Notice we will be closed blahblahblah' IDIOTS. Going in the morning tomorrow I guess =/ Than go out xD Tralalala~ Take care.
-Feanaro

Friday, 21 March 8:30 PM

2008-03-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

I don't want to see you go,
The sky is over.
Even though we cant afford,
The sky is over.

First of all my blog is NOT dead. I'm not like TIN -.- Play games than don't care anything else. I've been busy. Chill will you? My life isn't that important >.>

Some music Recommendations :
Sky Is Over - Serj Tankian
Always Be - Jimmy Eat World

Okay. Had a nice week =] School, drama was boring tho, so slack even tho there's a performance about world war II coming up soon. If no teachers are there I can't be bothered to rehearse >.> Stupid school~ Random. Okay, Thursday went out with Yi Jing, after school met her at Tampines MRT station. Not fair, You didn't have school that day >.> Than today [Friday] Met her again outside bunk. Went to plaza singapura to 'eat' upon walking there, Stopped by those donations thing, The donation girl thought we were degree holders LOL I said I was 16 and she's 15 they were shocked -.- DO I REALLY LOOK THAT OLD? WTF -.-" Than went to the arcade. Played that basketball thing, Wow first time xD all was shot with one hand lol, like rapid shooting =P but so many misses as well -.-" first shot nearly hit the ceiling LOL. Than played at bunk awhile, Coupled with her there <33 =x 21/03/2008 -TWINS-F4ith & -KNS-CANDY xD Stupid bunk was so noisy I could barely perf. While playing DB4 Kept ninja-ing her and before fm or cfm she tried to distract me e.g tickling -.-" What thee helll =/ Irritating =x And was playing 190 db4 people crowded around. Than played 185 [It was random 140~] Couple dance people ALSO crowd -.- Then this guy approached me asking am I that a TWINS member? And I'm like, Yah? So? And he's like who's the leader? I told him Ezra than he was like is he here? Lol. I think they're going to beatup ezra ^.- But sadly he wasn't there =/ Than went to vivo slack. I realized with Yijing we have a common walking path. In a mall, go one round around the floor, go up one floor, one round, up again. Lol xD Than bought something from that CANDY store at Vivo. Omg $5 for a huge cookie shaped chocolate thing.. Soo niceee =x but couldn't finish it so brought it home xD. It MELTED T_T Gonna put it in freezer or something. Muwahahah =x Oh ya, Never stay inside the MRT station too long, we tapped in at harbor front, went to jurong switched to red line, bukit gombak [I was sending her home] Than from there I went back here~ Pasir Ris. I tapped it said 'ERROR OVERSTAYED' Than I approached the counter, The lady was like, you stayed in too long, will have to deduct extra $2, next time don't stay too long, i'm like, Ya whatever. >.> Was tired already lol Standing in the train from Jurong All the way back here. an hour train ride omgggggg >.> Than at white sands waiting for bus 17 I saw a primary school friend, Isadora O.O She either didn't recognize me or didn't see me [Or didn't WANT to see me LOL] Been 4 years since I saw her, face didn't change but height and all that did xD I stared at her for like 15 seconds than felt like calling out her name. But didn't want to. Primary 6 she had a crush on me? LOL The whole primary 6 level knew >.> Unfortunately I was the last to know -.-" bloody hell =/. Well gonna take a bath, slack abit, do something... anything... =P ~Sings~
I'm alone in this
I'm all as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach
=X ~Sings finish xD~
-Feanaro

Sunday, March 16 4:22 AM

2008-03-15T13:21:00.000-07:00

Shi Minn helped me edit. ;x Arigatou Gozaimasu. xD

Whywhywhywhy can't I smile in pictures???? I really tried forcing and it still ends up like a lil smirk, or just a smallllll curve in my lips. T_T Next time i'll hold up my cheeks or something LOL xD Lets seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Wow I tried dancing today, I KNOW ITS FUNNY LOL. But it's fun, get to listen and just move instead of head bang =x But kinda cramped my left arm and right wrist. But learnt new things so it was worthit =]

Tomorrow I think I'm supposed to go somewhere but just can't remember. Eh I mean today >.> 4:30 am now =] Gonna have a hard time waking up for school when it reopens. Omg I put in effort to do my holiday assignment today! I sat down, opened my pencil box, took out a black pen[of course] and wrote my name on my chemistry, poa, papers. AND I'M DONE. TADAH =] Phew that was exhausting =x Nah i'm just kidding xD I'll do at least half of it tomorrow. Is hotmail down? I can't seem to check my email O.O No matter. Doubt I get important mail anyway xD I'm not a business man =x

Anyways, Listen to the updated song =] Such a sentimental lovely song. Can really sense the emotions that Chad Kroger is trying to convey and Santana's guitar inputs are always great, Such a great duet =]

Why Don't You And I - Carlos Santana Feat. Chad Kroger

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo

[Chorus:]
Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

[Chorus:]
So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around ooo
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo

Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

Slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again' Oh

[Kick ass solo] =]

Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

Just love this song... So much feelings in the lyrics =]
-Feanaro

Thursday, March 13 1:37 AM

2008-03-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

Understand alil japanese? Good. No? How sad ;x
If you actually watched the entire video above, at the start Tomiko Van [Lead Singer] talks about the background of the song. About how this song was created by her friend specially for her but sadly she died before being able to see Tomiko-Chan perform it at all... That's the reason for the tears at 1:50, This is the first time the song has been performed live after its release... I got really emotional after seeing this video >.< Sadly Do As Infinity has broken up awhile ago...

Whats the song about? Its about what's left behind everytime we move on. Bit by bit we leave behind without knowing, soon enough we won't be anything will we? But by realizing this... we're afraid to move on and lose what we have, that's when we're frozen... standing still. Move on... leave behind things so people will remember you by... as you move on realize the simple things like how blue the sky really is... how nice the evening rain is... =]

Boku wa Jirumaine. =]
Hmm so far the week is alright, Nothing that interesting. Went out with a couple of friends... movies.. OH YEAH. Watched 'There Will Be Blood' Its an interesting movie that requires alot of thinking and understanding. Than watched 'Step Up 2' <<< Recommended =] Interestinggggg Very very interesting. And coool so very coool =P Emotional week for me o.o Like the littlest things that don't affect me, Really affect me o.o like the video above for example. It doesn't concern my life, yet I shed tears over the idea and the background of the song. Am I turning into a softyyy? Aww >.> I did take some pictures but apparently they're with my friends. So MIGHT, repeat MIGHT, decide to post them up =x.
-Feanaro

Sunday, March 09 1:42 PM

2008-03-08T21:42:00.000-08:00

Boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
Nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu
Itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
Tachisukumu koe mo naku

First time I'm posting in the afternoon xD. Just had lunch. Word of advice. Never eat, with a loose lip ring still pierced or whatever >.> Almost swallowed it Lmao =x Watched Water Horse yesterday, omg so cute yet touching ! Gonna stay home whole day =D Note to self; Get curtains, in the afternoon its DAMN bright >.< Omg. Help me, I'm becoming too spendthrift-y~ I took a cab home and just let the uncle keep the change O.O Maybe cause I was too tired >.< Got home, showered and slept almost immediately I think. Heeelllppp.
-Feanaro

Thursday, March 06 9:30PM

2008-03-06T05:28:00.000-08:00

I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning
A new day is coming, and I am finally free

Just got home awhile ago. School was extra boring today for some reason. Maybe its cause I'm counting the moments to my 1 week holiday. Finally tomorrow's the last day. The entire school day went by just like that, Went home, SLEEEEEEEP. Tried to sleep, fell asleep at 5 was rudely awoken at 6 -.- Went out, ate at Fish & Co. ;> On the way back Dzul reminded me to get him a lip ring. Since it was at White Sands, And I was at Tampines, Took taxi to White Sands. Bought the lip ring, $8 O.O Bought one for myself too ;x and took taxi go home LOL. Within that 15 minutes I think $25 just finished, not counting the food, cause I didn't pay anyway xD Took some pictures but don't wanna post them up cause SOME people might think I'm cam whoring =X XD Sides that I guess I'm just glad I can take this short 1 week break =] Monday Tuesday Titus Chalet O.O To go or NOT to go? I might go but probably evening or the next day xD Go there for SLACKING and nothing else xD I can picture it now... Sitting down, listening to ipod... Staring into nothingness =P Carmen~ Your birthday's coming up soon right? What you want from me? ;x
-Feanaro

Tuesday, March 04 8:17PM

2008-03-04T04:17:00.000-08:00

We are who we were then,
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend.
Who knew what we knew now,
Could've been more but at least you're still my date late friend.

Lil update; That 'ugly' picture by the side IS me ;x [for those who do not know] xD

Wow, crazy week went by super fast, had class CIP selling some lil food products, earnt double of what we spent so that was a good thing, after that had another CIP on Saturday to visit the old folks home and all that. Only was like 4 hours o.o And on a frikin' Saturday, that cut into my weekend plans =P Hmm... What else. Oh yeah. NEW GLASSES O.O OMG I seriously dunno how they look on me even tho i've had dozens of comments, both good and bad lmao xD but i'll post one picture at the end so open your eyessss xD
Having DRAMA CIP and for seniors only, omg horror house is back, 3 years ago the horror house had a super long queue O.O was damn tiring but worthit, hell fun and now it comes again =P What else what else. Oh, chalet o.o might be having one might not. Depends on my level of tiredness which is another excuse for 'I AM LAZY' XDD. Social studies presentation tomorrow, gonna throw everything at the other members ;x I did my part, I was present! That's good enough by me =X

The hat is just a must =x
-Feanaro

Wednesday, February 27 5:35 PM

2008-02-27T01:34:00.000-08:00

On a cold winter morning, in the time before the light
In flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight

I'm finally starting to get what's right and what's different. Just open my eyes and take a goddamn look into reality [Which Sucks Omg >.>] But at least facing reality is much better than running away from the truth. My mind's getting cleared up my eyes getting more in depth into whats happening right infront of me instead of looking at what might not happen.

I'M SICK. Muhwahaha 2 Days M.C =] Might go for three [including tomorrow] Seems on monday night I got a high fever roughly 39.5 I think. And along came the bad migraines and body aches. But had a nice hot [burning more like it xD] shower and a good long rest. Went to the doctor and the nice doctor told me I might have dengue. I wanted to burst out laughing for some reason =x Ya I'm weird. Deal with it XD. And having a blood test or something if the fevers or whatever doesn't go down. So gonna relax... And try to go back to school tomorrow and see what's happening. 2 days absence and I'll fall far behind. But If I'm absent tomorrow, no GEOGRAPHY TEST. Buwahahaha xD
P.S > Annie > YOU owe ME Pasta. Not the other way around ;x
-Feanaro

Sunday, February 17 2:00AM

2008-02-16T10:00:00.000-08:00

Girigiri de Itsumo Ikite Itai Kara Sa-a
Omoi Kiri Buchiyaburou

Long time since I've posted. Kinda didn't bother to considering the face not many people actually give a crap. Idk, -Yaawn- 2AM I find it hilarious, that people who fall in love, fall out almost as quickly. But life is like that I guess, The heart's the most complicated thing and there isn't anything you can do about it.
Lets see... The past 2 weeks went by surprisingly fast... Tests, homework... Studies.. [yeah right.] Problems in school... Problems out of school... With my life at its current situation it'll be surprising if I get to 21 or 18 even =]. I would love to continue writing but... the emo-factor has came back once again and I'm still figuring over what... Sigh. Guess its like that sometimes, gotta put on a smile and get through the day and all that.
-Feanaro

Sunday, February 3rd 1:32AM

2008-02-02T09:32:00.000-08:00

To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

Ah. The night air... that perfect absolute atmosphere... the reassurance that the world is still balanced between light and dark. As I stare into that blanket of stars across my eyes, my heart longs for another. The feeling of care, being able to fall back on someone knowing that is love.
Saturday... Had a nice long conference in the morning with Jeremy and Jia Xin, Sorry for emo-ing in the conference =/ It just hit me and I just turned into 'THAT' state. Couldn't be helped. Than went for a wedding o.o Congrats to Carolyn =P Apparently somethings never change, I TOLD you long wedding dresses would be a hindrance xD Ah but its your wedding, But what the hell is up with Ivan just giving you a kiss on the cheek? Its your damn wedding, happy celebration =X. Ah.. Need to buy my lenses, Its getting hard to see what teacher is writing on the board in class already. Apparently my mom has an infection like thing in her throat and needs to go for an operation... Wtf. Operate at the neck is like the most dangerous thing, if the surgeon's screw up i'll screw them up.
Ah. Tomorrow school's hair check, Good luck to tin =] having soft hair has its advantages =X [Easier to hide] Lalala~ =XX Ah, my wound's aren't healing at all =/ chest, arm, wrist, hips, Why? Those are like the 4 most open targets... Hurts like hell even a small poke. Now I'm having troubles taking a goddamn shower -.-" Hot water seeps into the wounds and I let out a scream or shriek. Anyway gonna try to take a nap, Ciao.
-Feanaro

Friday, February 1 7:21PM

2008-02-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

Every memory of looking out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.
Every memory of walking out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for.

Evenin'. School hasn't been all that rough compared to other weeks. Had a POA [re]test cause I was absent, got 33 1/2 Over 35 =] Just had Geography test today, teacher's useless. I had my geog textbook infront of me and probably could've opened it to check it anytime I wanted to. But, yeah, I'm truthful, Faithful me =X. Tricked her into thinking I HAD my homework yesterday and she gave me the answers telling me to go home and check ;DD. Besides that, Drama practices, rehearsals. All in the same. Have an injury on my chest, hurts kinda... But I ain't dying or anything so I'm fine. Body aches alittle and... headaches. So everything's normal =P Sherlynn!!!! You looked so kawaiineh~ in your uniform that day =P And I can't believe you're working LOL XD It's like you don't seemed that determined when you told me 'I'm going to start working' And I laughed =X I know I'm bad xD But it was fun going out with you =] Lets do it again another day when I don't feel sore all over xD. What else... Oh yeah, GLENDAAAAAAAAA Have fun in Tokyo alright? Don't forget my souvenir!! =X Yuki~ Don't be sad, Valentine's day doesn't mean you have to be with someone =] Friends are the best aren't they? I bet Tin's looking for a valentine RIGHT? =X TIN, On you're blog you're saying like I'm insane or something LOL Its called practice xD And bloodshed and pain and torture... I shan't continue =X
[PS. Tin, I NOT PAI!]
-Feanaro

Tuesday, January 29 1:32AM

2008-01-28T09:31:00.000-08:00

Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are ever ready

1:30 in the morning... school's in about 5 hours or so... Got back from Drama Rehearsals and immediately went to sleep, woke up around 9-ish and stayed up till now...
If life is supposed to be lived to its fullest, why spend our time sleeping? Grieving over those we have lost and probably never will get back. Why spend our time regretting the bad choices we've made throughout life? Why even think back to the past if all it does is hurt yourself even more and more? WHY EVEN BOTHER? Questions running through my mind, 101 questions 1 answer. Love. Isn't that true? Feelings, devotions, anticipation, misconception, rejection, PREjection, Idk, breaking up all these little things, have no relevance whatsoever to those who don't understand. If we're supposed to live and let live, there wouldn't be self mutilations going on, no more suicidals, no more stress, depression. Fuck it. There really isn't much anyone can do is there, anything we feel, is fully up to the person who shot an arrow, and just pushed it deeper... deeper... till it comes out the other side, and that wound would never be healed. Are you kidding? Time is the cure of all essence? Bullshit. You could wait 10 years and that wound would never be cured, why? Set on false pretense. Don't understand that statement? False representation of fact or circumstance, calculated to the misleading thus ending up in total, definite, failure and falling down, staring at your reflection on the floor. Just when you think that there was this glimmer of hope, a gleam of light, this small chance that something you thought, actually was right, for once in an entire life lived so far, a chance to say 'I'm right.' Well, that's just wishful thinking for me. I'm not saying I'm ALWAYS wrong, but when I WANT to be right, I never am. Screw it, sometimes life isn't worth living when pain > point of living.
-Feanaro

Friday, January 25 5:35 PM

2008-01-25T01:34:00.000-08:00

Lots of pictures for this post. None of me =]
We were supposed to make cookies, but I put the batter too close together and it turned out like a spongecake, so I carved a shape outta it =]

And when it hardened, it looked like this.

And I picked it up... -.-"

Than this was the pasta that I made, it didn't taste nice... like an average hawker centre food thing

Didn't finish it, too spicy because...

Than PIZZA =]

One done, the dough is alot harder to roll than I thought

EXTRA SPICY xD

After it was left in the oven for 15 minutes... [Obvious which is the spicy one xD]

Then we had to make our own creations brought from home and all.
We had an hour, first, BLUEBERRY MUFFINS, garnished with STRAWBERRIES =]

Than teriyaki chicken burgers complete with mayo, soya sauce, and spicy peri-peri sauce =X

Then, made root beer floats, and apple dippers with caramel sauce in the middle, Looks tasty doesn't it? xD

And served on...

I had fun that day. We didn't win anything but was complimented by all the other groups and teachers for best presentation =]
-Feanaro

Thursday, January 24

2008-01-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

Tonight I just lay cold
Lost in your lies, Shallow replies

Well, at least I have slept some hours last night. And actually smiled alot I guess =] Thanks Annie, I needed that. And well, haven't been myself lately? Idk maybe this IS myself. People know me better than I know myself sometimes, but some things are just too private to think of sometimes, like my past and all that crap, yeah =] But i'm fine. Yuki stop worryinggggggg I'm not suicidallllllllll Lol.

School, made pasta... fruit tarts which were delicious, and went for an hour of drama after school -.-" One hour, what a fuckin' waste of time, omg I reached at 3 dismissed at 4. What The Hell. Btw gratz to all my friends who just got their O level results, and those that didn't do well, ah it ain't over. Poly, ITE, I don't have many friends who are aiming for JC so... yeah, whichever one you choose doesn't reflect on your intelligence, as long as you're interested in that course, go for it. Ah, apparently next week, wednesday, the drama teachers have to pick 20 members to go for an audition for DISNEY CHANNEL Lmao, I hope I'm not picked... I mean, Disney Channel, It isn't that bad or anything, but I haven't turned to channel 33 [disney] in like... 6 months? I never find anything interesting. Its always 18[Star World],20[MTV],84[Animax],85[Channel V]... OR something else which I find a time killer =P Well gonna cut off here, since sleeping late last night and having a rush for school, and staying awake for the entire day, I deserve a nice... good... long rest =] Nights all, Tcs.
P.S I'll have pictures of what I've done in the course [Pictures of what I've cooked] Buwahaha =]
-Feanaro

Wednesday, January 23

2008-01-23T03:11:00.000-08:00

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

/\ Song On My Blog /\ Seether Feat Amy Lee - Broken

Everytime I hear this song I get super emotional... I either break into tears or get on the verge of breaking into tears. Over emotional? I dunno. I'm just... that way I guess. Today... school was boring... All the instructor did was drag on and on... But I guess the food we made was... alright? Edible in the least. Than drama later on and got home around... 6-ish? 7-ish. Roughly.
Ah... But that doesn't really matter does it? At least I ate... else I would've fainted in school... I should be able to last till after school tomorrow. [Even as I'm typing this post I'm singing along to that song and probably the slightest bad news involving me would tear me to pieces.] I don't even know why, its not a sad song... its a song about recovery and recuperation. I guess that's my next slow step or something... but how to get there? Yeah I'm just as stubborn... I don't wanna listen to my own advice... neither my friends... nor family... Ah, so sue me.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk.
There's like ten gallons of stress in my five gallon body. <-- Rough Estimation.
Be it friends, family, life, school, whatsoever. Nah, I doubt my stress comes from friends.... But come on guys... stop trying to counsel me so much cause even I get fedup from tons of help. When I want to be left alone, heed MY advice. I did force smiles in school today.. =] enough to not get noticed by the teachers... thinking that another day in my life went by and they won't bother me or try to help me... or worse send me to the counselor for 'help'. Than involves parents. Ugh. Ah, I'll survive... pull through... whatever.
-Feanaro

[Edit]
Ah, Quite late and can't sleep [As usual] Yuki, don't call ba... I like no mood to talk on phone >.< Sorry =X Its not like you're gonna die without my voice? Bahaha. Sitting on my soft comfy bed, laptop infront of me... I laid down for an hour, eyes closed... Repeatedly singing Jonas Brother songs for some reason. Apparently, my tone can reach that? -.-" Ah what difference does it make? Troubles still here, stress still here. I'll try to get some sleep [I'm just saying that -.-]
[/Edit]

Tuesday, January 22

2008-01-22T04:07:00.000-08:00

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about yourself?
Do you miss your old friends?

Thanks to Yuki, Sherlynn, Kai Xiang, Jeremy, Martin, Carmen, Jia Xin. And to all those who cared whilst I was sick and emo-ing this past few days. Thanks but some of your 'counsellings' didn't have any effect. I mean I probably was just too stubborn.. and relax, I'm not suicidal. But, I think I'll be fine, after all... I always am =]

Course sometimes... Nothing falls in place. But hey, nothings supposed to go the way they're planned. And now, my coughing isn't that bad anymore [to the point that there's no more blood ;D] Flu, yeah still sucks and its irritating, headache, subsided. Fever went down as well. As for what happened today, Well this is a continuation from yesterday as I didn't get any sleep yesterday... I ate.. Like a bowl of cereal =] Ah, Martin, relax, I won't starve lol, eating little doesn't mean i'm gonna die. Y'know when you have stress... You either eat alot or barely eat.... As for me, its option number 2. Same applies to sleep as well.

So for this entire week, Monday & Tuesday, Emo-ing at home for 48hours, no sleep, little meals. Wednesday, Tuesday & Thursday, I have a course.... So no studying at all... Which worries me a whole lot. Guess I'll need to have afterschool studying. Oh yeah... Jia Xin, sorry couldn't go out with you today. I don't even have the mood to leave my room, lest the house. I took like an hour in the showers today... I dunno why, In the showers is like, washing away your stress? I can have a clear mind for a moment or two... than I'll think logically, about this current problem and hopefully solve it, move on to the next... and the next... and the next... ah goddamnit... but the moment I stepped out of the showers, got dressed, I knocked out, and just fell onto the floor, regained consciousness an hour later, got off the cold, hard floor... Laughed abit =X Realizing that I fainted xD It was already like 4pm by then. Only THEN did I realize I haven't eaten for the day... and I made a sandwich =] and finished half of it... and felt like throwing up omg.. I felt so anorexic the entire day... I couldn't look at food for more than 10 seconds. Well at school I always have laughed... It shouldn't be different tomorrow =] and those who have called and talked with me awhile today... Thanks for putting a smile on my face, I appreciate it, I really do ^^
P.S To those who called me last night and I didn't pick up, yeah I couldn't be bothered. I was in no mood at all to talk. So, yeah, maybe another time =]
-Feanaro

Monday, January 21

2008-01-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

Where's Our Inspiration?
Not gonna waste another moment in this town
We won't come back
The world is coming out.

How fast the day seems to go by when you're practically sick in bed the entire time. Flu, Sore Throat, And when I woke up, A bad bad headache. The week went by pretty fast... Wow I went to church and was like 'omg' the entire time. Been over 2 years? Since I actually CHOSE to go to church, But It wasn't a regretful experience I assume. But every wasted day becomes a wasted chance... So, haven't been planning my days properly... I dunno everything's been so.. so.. Like screwed up and I can barely think straight even as I'm writing this I'm like 'Blehafecoh' And everyday I miss school I fall behind and that ain't gonna help me. I'm too sick to study, I see the book and get a worse headache.
Ah god =/ But hey... That's life huh? =] No one can expect this to be easy. As for my emo-ness, Aha. Not gone but at least I can still force a smile. Oh yeah, had to bandage my knuckles, cause the bone was apparently cracked or something. And I haven't been to the doctors yet. Even tho coughing blood should be a good reason to go, aye? =/ Last year everyday I wake up I try to find a reason NOT to go school, but somehow this year its like, i'm forcing myself to go school, but come on. Even I can face the logic that I'm in no condition to go to school, probably fall asleep and be sent home before 5th period.
Tin ---> Good luck for MIA-ing a month or so and finding what you need =]

-Feanaro

Friday, January 18 10:54PM

2008-01-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

It's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries and I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly

=] =] =] Long time no update. School, hectic. Like killer-tiresome, especially P.E, twisted my 4-time-sprained ankle O.O. Guess what, today I tried WAX Muwahahha, it was worthless -.-" The wax barely did anything, quote from TIN ''Your hair too soft liao'' Zomgwtflolbbq I mean like, it was like wax'd down and it just came up like... like... like I had bouncy silky hair in those stupid commercials. Went vivo.. blah blah blah... Than watched Cloverfield, it was pretty good, except the starting was seriously draggy and then it got better... better... romance... than sad ending, aww =/ Well that's about it, i'm up to my neck in ideas, all my problems are coming to a halt for about afew minutes and I quickly rambled on this post.. now here comes the problems again... =/
-Feanaro

Monday, January 7 12:43AM

2008-01-06T08:43:00.000-08:00

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Yeah, fake it if you feel like affection
When you're such a fuckin' hypocrite

Interesting day... I studied... 'Tried' to study =/ a short day, meet friends somewhere around 4pm and decided to go have a late lunch... had it at mcdonalds and went to a void deck to start doing some maths works, I stared at the paper... stared at my friend... and stared back at my paper. Took out my phone, called my maths teacher and asked him for remedial =/ Its good enough I made an effort right? =] ;>
Somehow everything just doesn't fall in place does it. Took a bus home at about 10-ish pm, I met my drama senior on the bus O.O I stared at her for about 5 seconds, looked away, and stared back, she went 'Jer-Maine?' Both of us had the 'WTF' expression. Damn coincidences -.-"
Even as I sit here just about to go read my 'Dracula' Book I just bought at the bookstore (Yes I went into the book store.) Memories rushed into my head... God does it hurt now, it hurts like so fuckin' bad I don't even know why, like I suddenly started thinking of something, and something else comes, and those are bad memories... I mean... How would you like to suddenly remember the good times with your ex's and than remember the breakup moment exactly after that? Goddamnit... Probably won't be getting any sleep tonight/morning... Hope my awakeness holds up till school ends...
I feel so fucking emo now -.-"
-Feanaro

Thursday, January 03 5:59AM

2008-01-02T13:57:00.000-08:00

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do

School O.O... Guess I woke up too early today... First day of school, yesterday, great, the good teachers that I actually could learn anything from, they disappeared -.- Where to? Idk, but without them around, I'm gonna flunk POA and Geography, Haven't seen the new geography teacher but as for POA, the teacher's a pushover, too soft, and not the least strict? =/ Guess self-motivation is needed here, 'There are no bad students, only bad teachers' I agree but there's probably exceptions to that phrase. But in this case, yeah, bad teacher, you can barely hear her speaking whilst others are just doing everything and anything they want to. But complaining about it won't change a thing... I need to start sleeping later so I don't wake up at 3 in the morning anymore...
-Feanaro

Drawing Pics

2007-12-31T10:25:00.000-08:00

Decided to post up a few drawn pictures, From worst to best =]

The detailing on this one just sucks >.< Didn't put in much effort probably a 30minute drawing one

This was done in class, aww how cute =]

This was supposed to be a birthday present... unfortunately it turned out SO good that I just had to keep it >.< Sorry Jia Xin =X I gave you chocolates didn't I? XD

Tuesday, January 01 1:51 AM

2007-12-31T09:51:00.000-08:00

They Taped Over Your Mouth
Scribble Out The Truth With Their Lies
Your Little Spies

News number 1: The bangle is off >.> I was taking a bath and it came off =] 1/1/08 People are having good feelings about the new year eh? ^^ I'm all the same...I barely felt a year go by, If I think back... And I look at whats happening now... 'Hey the year's over...' And I'm 16 next year... God, soon enough my life's over and I'll be thinking the exact same thing I am now... 'What's going to happen after it's already happened?' Next year is my death year cause its go ahead or be left behind... No more 2nd chances, I've had too many in my life =/ And I didn't ask for those chances either... but people see something in me that I don't -.-" But I'm gonna actually put in effort this year ^^ Happy 2008, Ciaos~
-Feanaro

Friday, December 28 2:59AM

2007-12-27T10:59:00.000-08:00

Its taken me all of my anger
And taken me all of my hate
To learn how my life came together
Releasing the demons......again

I'm lying down in the middle of the living room... on a mattress... Uhm... and... ??? =/
Idk I'm practically dead tired. I tried hard to change my sleeping time back to normal. Oh well... At least I put in effort.
Oh, I became veryyy smart today -.- I put on a bangle and I can't remove it now. That taught me to buy bands instead of bangles.

And on Christmas and the 26th, playing truth or dare outside PCbunk at 5am in the morning wasn't such a good idea either =/ Apparently... some people enjoy putting makeup on guys -.-" Yes, Annie You -.-........................ And I looked like a girl? Oh that adds to my troubles. Note 1: Eyeliner must go with something else.

Pretty? No?
Those who said Yes
_|_
This has become more interesting all of a sudden, Why Do I Have Female Eyessssss?? Genetics -.- It Isn't My Frikin' Fault I Have Long Eyelashes, Deal with it. =]
Next You'll See My Manicure? O.O-XD
-Feanaro

True Love

2007-12-26T15:47:00.000-08:00

True Love

Being close to you is the best thing that could happen
No matter how far you are, you're always in my heart
I hold my heart for you, never to let it die on me
Cause I need you always.
Can't spend my life without you close to me
Can't hear your voice echoing in my mind
Makes me fall down to the ground
My heart bleeds faster, beats louder for you to know
I love you
Just those word makes my heart stay alive
If you weren't in my life I dont think I'd be here
Just being with you makes me someone that's real
Not trapped inside, Not hurting hearts, keeping me alive
Trying to discard my heart
I can't let that happen cause you're all that I have now
And I can't lose you
I don't want to
I just need that touch to make me real
If I never knew you my life would be different
Now seeing you notice me walk by
Makes me know you care inside
Trying so hard not to let you down
Making my day go around
Seeing you makes me drown
See me now, looking at you and you're looking back
Trying just to hold back now
I see that your eyes and only just that
Tells me this is not goodbye
I'm glad I have, since I saw you, which made me fall for you
I can't take my eyes off you
Just staring in your eyes makes me feel,
True Love Now.

Thursday, December 27 4:55AM

2007-12-26T12:55:00.000-08:00

Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, that could save me from hell.

So much has happened, sleep basically. I'm still 'slowly' trying to revert my sleep time back to normal as school's around the corner. I've never had bubble tea at 5 in the morning before o.o taste's better for some reason =X. Well there's a reason I actually woke up today. I have something to do ^^, Write a song for a special someone basically.

When that song's done I'll post it up =)
-Feanaro

Sunday, December 23 2:34AM

2007-12-22T10:33:00.000-08:00

Surprises let me know she cares
Say it ain't so, I will not go

Past 2 days sleptover at a friend's house because of my sister's birthday party (21st December).
Couldn't sleep, guess what? Watched Ju On at night, cleeee-ver =D couldn't sleep so I went home, and besides, there was no blankets there and I was cold as hell, even wearing jeans I could feel every ounce of wind blowing against my feet and freezing me.
Christmas mood is affecting me somehow I guess, one of my close friend's gave his girlfriend a very nice christmas tree necklace, he took a picture and sent it to me
And his house has his christmas tree up already
Beautiful ain't it, unlike my house, probably scrounge up the tree and add those decorations at the last minute. Anywho, its christmas, I won't be complaining =)
-Feanaro

Friday, December 21 1:45AM

2007-12-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Just got home barely 20 minutes ago... today was killer, Ice skating, Bowling, Arcade, Internet. Ice skating left a bad cut on my lower left foot area and now when even my blanket touches it, it hurts. Bowling, 2 games, 1st one I just played for the fun of it, 2nd one I got bored and was just doing it for the sake of doing it. And so what? Just because I sit on the floor listening to my iPod doesn't mean I'm emo. Goddamnit =/ Although... I was listening to Hawthorne Heights =X So that contributes to the emo factor, I won't go into much more detail cause some details are kept for myself ^^ not for the public view =P
BURGER KING FOR DINNER, was like crazy, trying to throw fries into each other's mouths and totally ruined the entire sitting area around us with messy fries scattered all over the entire place. I lost one of the rings my friend gave me T_T... Therefore I learnt a lesson... Get rings that actually fit =/ I would post up some pictures of that day, (Annie I hate you for repeatedly to try to take photos of me without me noticing =X) but it's too much trouble and i'm too tired, I might edit the post in the future. Well I'm out. Ciao, the vampire's don't get you in the night ONLY.
-Feanaro

Thursday, December 20 1:35AM

2007-12-19T09:35:00.001-08:00

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

Yesterday went by.. damn quick, I slept from 9am~ Till 8pm. Woke up, stared at the clock, fell asleep till 10pm. Woke up and went to check some messages... I realized I turned my phone off... 13 missed calls. Idiots. All of em'. And today, I'm supposed to go ice skating in about 11hours time?
Puddle Of Mudd, No I didn't misspell Mudd, Thats the name of a kickass band, i'll be uploading their song ''Away From Me'' In awhile.
Nice~~ =X No I ain't gay, I have no problems commenting on both genders.
Both dual Ibanez guitars, Me and my friend are getting one and doing a duet on the song 'A little less sixteen candles, a little more touch me' by Fall Out Boy.
Well I ain't going to get any sleep but i'll try to have a relaxing time =D Hmm.. home alone... 1:53AM... in my room -Looks at guitar bag, evil grin- =D
-Feanaro

Wednesday, December 19 9:12AM

2007-12-18T17:12:00.000-08:00

Between the sadness and the smile, lies the flicker of the fire

Mornin' I haven't slept yet, so this'll be pretty short. Day went by quicker than I expected, somehow I was channel surfing on the telly and came across some animal planet-like thing and it showed a 30 foot snake o.o Huge. Than I was supposed to go for dinner... until now... I haven't =/ I'll have to reheat my food again. Goddamnit.
I just saw the meanest kickass set of guitars, custom Ibanez with a DCG Whammy bar~ Thats like 10k right there and with inscriptions on the neck, god... expensive thing. I'll have one one day =) I know it.
And of course, the owner of the guitars.
Notice how the people with the most troubles are the ones that always seem to be the one that no one will ever think that person has troubles, the one that's always happy, but you'd never know whether that person was hiding behind a forced smile. Too sad but unable to show it, a fire burning inside that when it snaps, it spreads. Those people will try their best to keep a smile, but that'll never last, all that hidden emotions didn't disappear, they get hidden but still remains inside you. Look deeeeeeep within, maybe you'll have the time to bring it out some day. Hopefully, taking it out on the government ;).
-Feanaro

Tuesday, December 18 6:02AM

2007-12-17T14:02:00.000-08:00

Misery > Music
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to, panoramic view, make it all manageable.
Pick and choose, Sit and loose.
2-D (Gorillaz)
Sitting on my bed watching people log into MSN and popping up with their own usernames on it, couldn't get to sleep? Nah 6am the sun hasn't risen so I'm wide awake, listening to whatever my iTunes had chosen to shuffle to, I stumbled across an old song, Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz, the lyrics: "I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on"
Apply to everyday life and notice the changes, no one's ever satisfied. Pessimistic? Maybe, but we're all still waiting for what's supposed to come, to come. Not like we have a choice, you can hold time but not stop it. It's really amazing, how the Gorillaz, have performed live, but they never went on stage, all they showed was holographic projections of their animated selves and people still pay €100 to go see them. That's a profit. The vocals is their's, no stage effects whatsoever. Even at the MTV Music awards 2006 they were paid a total of US$8,500 to perform for 30 minutes, hell I'd pay to watch them too. If you can read quickly, by the time you've read this and the song's loaded, you've probably heard the 2nd verse already, scroll back abit and listen again.
"Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fucking enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies"
Doesn't that just describe the government nowadays? President George W. Bush was at a press conference a few weeks back, he said ''Terrorists will continue to find new ways to harm and punish our people, so will we.'' Thats nice.

-Feanaro